blehh -.-

i wish we never had break. i cant do anything. cant go shopping, cant do anything. BECUZ IM ONLY ELVEN. for some reason i could go to the mall 5 months ago with my fren, but now that im almost 12, i cant?! wtheck is that all about??? gad . pik a rule people. and y do they get mad at me for not saying anything after ohana fair??!!! they tell me i shouldnt go if i jus go to cruise with my frens. bleh. like reallly??!!! i went to go see my old techers, my old school, and all my old frens. going to ohana fair had its purpose! the reasons there mad at me. its stupid. they say they dont want to make the same mistakes they did with my older sis. pshh, i feel bad for my younger bro to come. he will be able to do , nothing. jus like wen i was eating a dove chocolate, the wrapper said, "your allowed to do, nothing." i wish i took a pic of that and set it as my wallpaper for EVERYTHING. why cant i go to the mall with my frwen and her frens???? isnt the more people the better??? he's mad becuz he knows how my fren has a bf and he smokes. becuz he over heard me and my other fren talking about it. really???? wow. is all i had to say wen he told me he didnt want me to go to the mall beuz my fren has a life like that. ITS NOT MY LIFE, AND IM NOT GOING TO THE MALL WITH HER. they want me to spend more time with them.... HOW. TAKE ME PLACES THEN. LETS GO OUT AND DO SOMETHING! I DONT LIKE TO STAY IN THE HOUSE ALLLL DAY ON MY FREEE TIME! THATS THE LAST THING I WANT TO DO. I DONT NO IF THEY JUS DONT NO ME THAT MUCH, OR THEY'RE CLUELESS, BUT THEY SHOULD NO I LIKE TO STAY BUSY.gosh. then my mom comes in and tells me to call my grama to see if i could go over her house tomrww. so i do. she said i could, then my dad comes in and says, i didnt say yu needa go to gramas. i wanted to yell at him and say " YU TOLD ME I COULDNT GO MALL, YU SAID YU DIDNT WANT ME STAY HOME, WHERE YU WANT ME GO???????" maynnn i cant wait for this break to be over and done with. cant wait till thursday tho becuz of the field trip ;) besides that day, .... idk. i would like my fren to come over or something, hoepfully they allow it. probably they wont tho. they always have an escused to say no. theres always something -.- so technically, school is the best part of my life. (: some life i have. pshh. now imma go MAKE A PLAN OF WHAT A GOOD REST OF MY FALL BREAK WOULD BE. a DREAM fall break. im gona be writing my plans down living in happiness, but then wen i go approve it with my parents, there gona cross it all out and put, "go to gramas " . ya, thats what they call the ultimate fall break. i bet if they were me they would wana do better things than go to there gramas. [no offence to my grama] it jus buggs me. they always tell me, aww yu gona leave grama home alone? :( and im like, you tryna put me on a guilt trip???!! why dont yu go spend time with herz! she yur grama tuuhh!!!! watever tho. im already stuck going to my grmas tomorrw. all im gona bring is a book. and thats what im gona be doin for 9 hours streight. YAY FOR ME :D forget this break already. im ready for tuesday -.- hopefully monday goes by fast. hopefully. k bye -.-