self esteem GLO

im really sorry its late :( but still gona do it ;3 lolk herree.

GLO #1 ; SELF DIRECTED LEARNER ~ throughout this project, i was a self directed learner. i believe i met this GLO because in order to put my name and design it, i had to do it from whatever i thought would be nice & i had to design it all by myself.

GLO #2 ; COMMUNITY CONTRIBUTOR~ i showed that i was a community contributor throughout this project because i had to get comments from my peers, which i did, and i understood that i couldnt get my project completed without there help .

GLO #3 ; COMPLEX THINKER ~ i was a complex thinker while doing this project because when i did my blog for this project, i realized i forgot to get one of the pictures from the school computer soo, i was a complex thinker when i just made the decision to use a substitute picture i stole from my frends blog. (x

GLO #4 ; QUALITY PRODUCER ~ i met GLO #4 because i think i did a pretty good job designing my name on my poster . i also made it clear and obvious so that people could see my name. lastly, i made quality work when i made  my poster.

GLO #5 ; EFFECTIVE COMMUNICATOR ~ throughout this project, i met this GLO because i had to ask people if they signed and made a comment on my poster, which i consider communicating ;p

GLO #6 ; EFFECTIVE AND ETHICAL USER OF TECHNOLOGY~ i was an effective and ethical user of thechnology throught this project because i took pictures with my group and my poster as evidence .. above is a picture of me and my poster.

self esteem project :) AKA daa cape

PICTURES & ONE COMMENT I LIKED ;3

this was the original picture. this is a picture of everyone in my period ^___^ we suh pretty ;3 be jealous ;) ahah k.

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he comment i like the most was "your a good leader-bretman" 

i liked this comment the most because it made me feel good that someone thought i was a good leader ;') 

 

and then theres me ;3 lol. this is the completed project :) i took this during 7th grade lunch. and all the people was looking at me like i was craaazzyy. lololol.

okay so this is a copied wun. lolololol.im sorry , i forgot to get a picture of me -.- but thanks mackenzie (x ahaha, that was us, in the process of theee project. 

MY FAVORITE QUOTE AND WHY?

see that quote up there ^ ? thas mine ;3 ahah, its a good wun right? i will be putting up le link at the end :) well the reason i chose this quote, is because it tells that you are original & theres no better "you" than you yourself (: ahah, well i hope you guys like it, thanks for reading :)

SOME EXTRA COMMENTS DOE ;P

i had alot of fun doing this activity and i hope that it helps boost up alot of peoples self esteem :)

THE LINK.

http://www.google.com/imgres?num=10&hl=en&biw=1176&bih=620&tbm=isch&tbnid=8RgflCSlITHqGM:&imgrefurl=http://fabquote.co/tags/dr-seuss-quotes/&imgurl=http://fabquote.co/wp-content/uploads/Dr-Seuss-Today-you-are-you.jpg&w=500&h=334&ei=yo86UPDjEYjpigKe6YDwCQ&zoom=1&iact=hc&vpx=99&vpy=126&dur=3271&hovh=183&hovw=275&tx=180&ty=87&sig=101414817468083530500&page=1&tbnh=102&tbnw=153&start=0&ndsp=21&ved=1t:429,r:7,s:0,i:101

week 4 already ! ;o

       hey bloggers ^0^ this quarter is going by hella fast *_____* anyone else notice? lol. but so far, this has been a very great year. sure we have a few glitches here and there, but hey, you cant just expect perfection without alittle practice ;p anyways, some emotions i got to experience this week is ... frustration, confusion,mad, happy, excited, satisfied & depressed. Lol, i know, thats a weird selection of emotions. so since you know my emotions, i should start with the entire week :) kay, im going to be trying something new actually. im going to just be saying everything that happened throughout the week, instead of telling what happened, evverry single day. lolk. here we go.

     so this week just flew by . like, really fast ;o its weird. on wednesday it felt like monday and then by friday, i was just lost. i'd say, alot has happened this week. i dont know if any one noticed, but im really trying to keep it together, but im struggling >__< i didnt know being a group leader was going to be this hard. & then, progress report just has to come and put on an extra weight of stress on my shoulders & now. im just spending my sunday trying to pull myself together. and i know this blog is late, im rreeaaallyy sorry. i planned to do my blog last night, but i just crashed without knowing. all i remember is going in my room and then all of a sudden, i woke up . i dont even remember going to sleep. so yea, sorry about these late bloggs. moving on, im so negative -____- gosh. i need to work on that. lol. im sorry if i seem like im whining or however you spell it LOL (x its just. everything was nearly going great, then progress report came, and BAM slapped me in the face =___= i didnt even start reading, honestly. i think i can do it doe... like, im reading the lost boy (continuation of the child called it) and i think i can finish it by tomoorw morning and get 100% on le test tommorrow morning, if i take really good notes  & read fast ~ but good ;p i wish there was no such thing as AR -.- It just ruins evarrryy thingg. but i just have to tryy my bestt. Im really proud of my kids doe , they all finished reading ^o^ atleast thats what they told me (x i know zhaslyn finished this weekend, cuz she was kiking me last night, and told me . the others told me on friday morning that there done. i trust them , but im gonna contact them after i write this just to make sure ;p lol. but my group did pretty good this weeek :) they really caught on to there jobs fast & even the ones not working, came on time in the morning ^___^ very proud guys ;') ahah. but yea. i was frustrated this week becausseee..... everything was happening so fast -.- and i forgot to finish my AR. I was confused this week becauseee... i didnt know alot of things such as forgetting i have quizzes in some classes, fogetting i had to do AR and yea (x i was alsoo...mad and happy... i was happy because my group is on task and they do there assignments on time and complete all there work & i was mad because some of my kids gave me alittle "TUDE" and talking behind my back... we dont need drama , so if you ever have a problem with me, tell it to my face instead of telling oootthhherrsss because just know that eventually, it will get to me, so its best to just tell me straight up, so i can solve it. lastly, i was excited, satisfied and depressed. not really "depressed", i think its more of a dissapointed, and really mad kinna feeling. but i was excited and satisified because my kids were really on top of everything and they even knew some stuff before me ! & that made me satisfied because that means im doing good with teaching my kids (: ahah, and that also made me excited becuase it shows me what there capable of doing, which is alot ;3 good jobs gguyyss. also, i was "depressed" because my kids were doing better than me & i wasnt really on top of things this week :( i sometimes forgot to do my homework, and im getting a C is algebra ! and thats not good and is really stupid because my advisor, is a MATH teacher! asdfghjkl; i hate bad grades. a C people ! not a B, a C.! that my friend, is a asian, -F -.- LOL. errlyn knows what im talking about. right? LOL.OLOLOLOLOLOLOLL. anyways, we also did an activity. we did like, this cape activity thingy, but you can go read my other blogs for that... which should be up ASAP. lolk, errlyn said im typing a novel, so i guess that means i should end it . peace out gurl scout ^____^ and boys. lolk, bai ;p

3rd week of school :)

     the weeks are just flying by like its legal (x LOL. but yes, this blog is like,2 hours late. sigh -_-... but whatever. this week was really good and im satisfied. but me and my group had a few+an extra few problems .__. but i'll get to that.. we had the leadership reunion ^__^ that was really good. then we had our field trip. it was awsome ;3 lol. imma just explain already (x


     how my group did this week~ im really proud of my kids. yes, we made mistakes, but it was nearly mostly because of me . so yea. i think my group did really well, but we can improve. they did there jobs really well as the week moved on. it just took monday as a rehearsal or practice on th job, and then after that, they were doing great :) so if yu guys and reading this, good job ^0^ ahah.

    how i felt..~ honestly, i felt very stressed this week. im not used to it. im not used to being responsible for 6 kids and making sure there doing what there supposed to be doing. im not used to multi-tasking & all that. its just all. so. stressful. but. i think i can do it. im really trying. im just so caught up. caught up in my "social life". ugh. its annoying. i even said it on my bio cube! " i get caught up in my social life sometimes, and that is my obsticle" so true -.- but i need to snap out of it. i know i can do this >___> i just need to focus and not get distracted. i need to remember to put this first and social life last. no matter what. i made a commitment to be here and im going to follow through. im not gona bail this time =.= i got this...

   goal for upcoming week~ my goal for this upcoming week is to put leadership first before social life. because these past weeks, ive just been caught up in my social life. even my friends and peers noticed how caught up i got. its sad. soo, from now on, im going to finish all my leadership work first, and then go to my social life. this was the choice i made and by making that choice of coming back this year, i took the responsibility and i made a commitment to be there and put leadership first. and im determained to follow through~

      leadership reunion~ the leadership reunion was beast ^__^ we got to hear all the seniors "touching" moments or leadership memories. we got to see all the 4 classes and all of us together, and it was interesting. i hope that one day we can come back to ilima and be invited to a leadership reunion ^o^ it wuld be nice to come back and see the difference. thats weird doe. i cant imagine me and my friends growing up. lol. like. no just no .___. i cant wait to see what we will turn out to be (x hopefully we is successful ;3 lolk. i learned some things from the reunion though. first, if you dont remember it, its not a real memory. second, alot of things can change in a short period. lastly, its important to cherish every moment you get because time flies and before you know it, the oppurtunity will be gone.

    fieldtrip ^0^ `~ the field trip was awsommeeeeeee ;3 i loved it. we got to spend QT with the leadership clan & we got to bond and go shopping ;p the movie was sooo sad ! i cried. i honestly thought it was gona be happy and stuff, but it was the sadest movie ever T___T like. asdfghjkl; omygawd. i was baallliinn' in teaarrs ;p cuz like.. the boy died... technically. lol. but when we went to go watch fireworks, that was cool. thanks mistur ing for a good field trip ! (: it was awsome. so yea, to sum this all up, i had fun and i hope we can do this agin (:

so thas all ^____^ hope yu all got a idea of what i did this week. bai (:

2nd week of school! :)

this week was a really good one :) i was very emotional though. there was times where i was sad, happy, angry, mad , excited & confused. i would just tell you why i had these emotions right here, right now, but that would just make it boring ;p so, instead of just blurting out why, im going to explain everyday (as usual) and ill include when and why i felt those emotions :)

Monday ~ well today was regular & everything was peachy :) i was really proud because today was a good & wonderful monday . the periods are so long though . lol. but i have to get used to that ;p its weird. last year, the periods would go by slow in the beginning of the school year & then towards the end of the school year, it would go by fast... i guess i have to go through that again >___> whatever. my teachers are the same, very nice and cool ^o^ mr.mitsuda is my new english teacher doe .. hes.. verry different from my old ELA teacher (x and im gona stop there LOL xD when it comes to how my kids worked today, well. idkkk. they are still neubs at this, so obviously, i still hav to guide them, but i honestly wasnt that proud of how they did today ;/ but its kay because i know things take time to progress. its just. i knew they could do better, and that's what disapointed me the most.

tuesday~  i felt stupid and sad and shame today. LOL. some people might already know why i felt like that, but for the people who dont, i shall say the story (x so monday night, my planner broke... and im gona stop there (x i threw it away after and brang $9 In quarters >;p thas how ghetto i am. LOL. but yea. then, when i showed up this morning, i asked to buy a planner (cuz its manditory for classes) and then mr.ing tells me we dont sell planners this year. my heart dropped ;o i felt so stupid ! and then i felt sad cuz then i not gon have planner & then i felt shame cuz the whole LS and me was cracking up ;p it was funny doe. luckily, mr.ing figured some stuff, and i got to buy one the next day :) i will take very goood care of this wun *______* without a doubt ;) lolk.

wednesday~ so i woke up this morning...i was almost 100% was gon be a good day. i got ready went school. then, i was working music. my kids were really getting the hang of it & i was very proud of them ;D then, i went over to mr.ing to ask them if he could hear my kids on the speaker and he said it was good, but he also told me to go look at my other kids. i turn to find my kids standing by the door socializing, while they shuld be at the ID machine, sitting down! this WHOLE time, i was the problem. why? because i was the stupid one for just telling them but not even taking the time to stay and observe and make sure they actually do it. if theres one thing me and the 2 other group leaders learned this from mr.ing, its def.  > its not enough to tell someone something, you have to actually make sure they do it. < and that is why it was my fault they were socializing. sure, they already shoulda knew, but they would've not if i was there watching to make sure they were doing what i said.so thats why i felt embaressed and stupid today..

thursday~ today was casual. had my periods. worked. i was actually very happy and proud. happy becuase everything was going smooth & then proud cuz my kids were working well. THEN period 6 came. mr.hayashi told me something and i couldnt believe. im not gona say what or who, but it was a problem and he/she didnt just do it once, she/he has been doing it the moment she got the chance to. i was VERY disapointed. so of course, i spoke to him/her and i guess i just have to wait until my next class to figure out if she/he fixed that problem. i felt really disapointed today. becuase it wasnt just any kid in LS , it was MY kid. i honestly thought he/she was better than that ... i really hope she/he fixes and stops this problem. . . 

friday~ i was so determained, no words could explain. i NEEDED today to be the best day . and im very proud to say, THIS WAS THE BEST DAY EVER ;3 i cant really explain why, but ill try. my kids worked really well and they really improved since monday :) IM PROUD OF MY KIDS :) ahah. and then, i got to spend time with my friend that i rarely get to see. it was nice to talk to her for nearly the first time. we started talking during the summer cuz she was my (fake) daughters friend and then when school started, i always tried to talk to her, but never really had time to. SO talking to her and spending time with her today, really made my week complete :) after the day was done, obviously, the week was done :)

im really satisfied with this week & even though we made mistakes, im glad we did. why? because mistakes lead to success and that means we are a step closer to success :) cant wait! k, thas all. bai guys and thanks for taking your time to read :)

the first week of school :)

well where do i start?? this week was really good. we were busy and we made a few mistakes, but it was still good. heres what happened ! :)

monday ~  wow, today was just busy full on. the lines were long, the sales were big and it was just so hectic. even though we were ultra busy today, it went well. majority of the students got what they needed & they seemed to have a good day from what i heard. one thing i was happy about today was that my group really earned my trust when i showed up and some of them were already there. i was proud to see some of my kids there before me because i actually didnt think they would come unil around 7:10 ish. i also was very happy when i seen how well my group could work. there was some mistakes my group made, but mistakes always come before success :) in the morning there was so much kids that we had to make 2 lines for planners! it was kind of crazy. we were very organized while handing out planners and that made me proud :) i got to see alot of my friends and of course, my kids got to see alot of there friends too. and as close as i was or they were to a person, i still told myself and my kids that we cant socialize because we are working ! they did really good when it came to socializing, but there were a few who i still caught secretly hugging people. lol ;p what was also weird and different for today was that we had to help alot of students find there way. this was weird and different for me because honestly, i really didnt know where TB 1-4 was until mr.ing told me (x lol. some kids got lost alot and i felt really bad! but eventually they knew where they were going.

tuesday~ theres not really much to say about this day because it was nearly like the day before. we handed out planners, made big sales, but, instead of the kids knowing alot of people, i did! so as hard as it was for me not to hug my friends, i still managed not to. lol. sorry, i lie. i did hug a few people (x sorry bout that. anyways, throughout this day, i had my classes & i wasnt really ready. i had everything and all, its just.. i wasnt ready to start school ;p it was weird. i wasnt ready to start school! but throughout the day, i got over it and accepted it. the only thing that was really different about today was.. the students didnt need any guidence or help as to where they were going, so that was easy for us.

wednesday~ today was the best out of all the days ;p why? because we all finally got to go to school together for the first time! one of the hard things today was jobs.. we were starting jobs today & it was very flustering. at certain jobs, some things werent working... some things were acting up, it was just . bleh & hectic. but we got through it (: errlaaan was also on TV today, but sadly LS couldnt see her brodcast because the TV was being a weirdo and just stayed pitch black -.- but its kay, i heard she did good.

thursday~ today was casual.. except, the jobs were still kind of ... confusing to the kids.. and, i admit, i was the reason why my kids were confused. i havent been there to watch my kids and im sorry about that.. the previous day, i was being really selfish and i wasnt thinking about others. so, i went out to recess and hung out with my friends instead of being there for my kids & leadership. i really wasnt thinking well these past days because i've just been so focused on myself and doing what i wanted, but i forgot about my responsibilty and what im supposed to be doing & i apologize to everyone for that... mmk. on with the day, in the morning, i was on TV. i sucked (x i was nervous as ever & i could barely catch a breath.. i made alot of mistakes and it was so embaressing... but i got over it eventualllllyy ;/

friday~  i was really prepared today and i thought i was gona do very well :) sadly, tht didnt last very long :( i was apart of the ipod group (group 2A ) and i needed to be there for them in order for them to do the work. i showed up at recess to do playlist (so far so good) i went at the beginning of lunch to go set it up (still going well) i went to go check on the ipod at the beginning of second lunch ( yay! i made it this far ;3) then i forgot to go back to get the ipod at the end of lunch ( i knew there was a catch D; ) it was so sad. i couldnt beleive i forgot ! but now? im really gona try and focus... im really gona try and be there for my period & leadership. im really gona focus and im ready for next week ;D i hope... nah, i know ;3

lol okay, so that was this week ;p what did yu think? ;p PS i cant beleive my AR level is 6.8 ;o im sorta sad and sorta happy.. lol. but i shuld be proud of myself ;p i guess i am :) ahah. oh and next week is also the ilima 5 day phto challenge! im super excited to see what people are going to post! and im glad that even though we cant win  prize, we have to participate. did yu hear that my period?? YU HAVE TO DO THE ILIMA PHOTO CHALLENGE ;P mmk :) thas all... byee and thanks for reading ;3