quarter 2 ~

wow, the quarter's FINALLY done. nah, that was a long quarter. lol. well this quarter, i guess you can say i accomplished alot and i got no where. 50/50 ;p lol. im not sure how to describe it. so i'll just be explainin some stuff throughout this blog (: lolkk hurr we go.

stress , lazyness , and no effort. 
throughout this quarter, i was very stressed out. so i ate alot. because stressed backwards is desserts ;D ahah. nah, but foreals. i was really stressful this quarter because i had the loads of work on my neck. i had projects, quizs, tests, HSA, finals, it was just so much crap. i think at one point, it became so much, i became too lazy to do any of it. i gave up. i stopped trying.. and thats how my grades became what they are today. later, ill screenshot my grades and post it on here. but more about this, there came a point where i just had so much work to do, i became to lazy to do it, and then i just stopped trying to even do it at all. thats why i would start having missing assignments.. then that led to a bad grade.. then that led to me getting bad grades on my progress report. it's just, one thing led to another, thats all. that's how everything became a big mess. i stop putting effort, i didnt study as much as i could for my tests and quizes. which means, i didnt get the best grades. just dissapointed in me.

specific struggles.
well, some specific struggles i had was AR, grades, and i think thats all. oh yea, also time management. i think the reason i had these struggles was because i was not organized. and i know i could've done better, i just chose not to....

how im going to change.
since the new semester is coming up, i think all the changes are coming back ! i really think this will help alot of us though. it will help us stay on top of our AR, work, and it'll just help us stay organized. im really looking forward to this upcoming quarter because i plan on being more organized and actually put effort into everything i do. i know, i can say im going to do these things, but its one thing to say it, and another to actually do it. so, im going to start planing out my days, use more days for homework, studying, so that i'll get better grades. ill spend more time working on my homework so when my tests come up, i'll already know the topic good and i'll just have to briefly go over my notes. for AR, ill read as much as i  can as soon as the quarter starts, so i can get that out of my way. also,as soon as we go back to school, im going to work on year book to try and get that done.

so its been a long quarter. not my best, but i guess i had worse. with all that bein said, i hope you guys have a good break (: see ya on december 26 ! have a good christmas ;D

winter fair (:

winter fair was really fun actually (: we ran out of pizza real fast though ! already in the first shift we sold alot ! me and bret was like are we even going to have pizza by the last shift? we didnt (x ahah. the drinks were selling at a good pace. except when the performances were done. it was like the loads of people were dehydrated (x like wtf. they just all came at once, and we suddenly ran out of ice tea ;p but of course, people was still thursty, so people bought wanter and passion orange ;3 ahah. i felt like a loner when i wasnt working because i had no idea where to go .lol. so i followed errlyn around to the fob nerds (x besides that, i dont know what else to say about this event. lol.. i enjoyed it (: it was a good way to end the quarter. lol ok ok , thats all ! bye bloggas !

12.10.12 - 12.14.12 last week of quarter 2.

so this week. it was busier, annoyinger , and just worse than every other week. like today. today, 28 people died in newtown connecticut . 20 were only children. 7 were teachers. 1 was the shooter. can you believe? every time i even hear a tiny bit more detail about this massacre, i seriously just want to bursted out crying. imagine. being one of the kids in that school, at that moment. that panicking feeling.you think their parents dropped them off at school, knowing that'd be the last hug and kiss they got to give them? you think their parents knew that was the last time they'd see their child smiling, saying bye? it's just so sickening. how do you look an innocent kid in the eye, and shoot them? take a tiny innocent life away. a life that has barely begun. i dont know how anyone could do that. especially 20 times. make that 27 because of the teachers. you know, i wonder what that gunman was thinking. what made him shoot these innocent kids? did he realize how much lives he was going to affect? i feel so bad. for everyone involved in that shooting spree. it should've never happened. no one deserved to die.. not the kids, not the teachers... i just wish this never happened. i feel just really bad for the parents who got a call. being notified that their child has passed away. well moving on.. my classes were so STRESSFUL. i was just sick of everything already. sick with this whole quarter. i wanted it to end. to make situations worse, i had 2 finals on the same day ! 50 questions on 1, 60 on the other. i was like ugh, i hate all of this. i needed a fresh start because i just couldnt handle already ! also, irritating people. idk where to start on this one. omg. the most irritating people. foreals. we got the fake people, the wannabes, and the most one that annoys me the most.. THE GIRL WHO THINKS SHE KNOWS EVERYTHING. she pittys herself, fishes for compliments, pretends like she's the fricken queen, think she knows it all. NO GURL. you irritating AF. ugh. just shutup. i seriously want to move schools, just so i dont have to see her. that's how much i hate her. you dont understand. i hate people so much, i have to stop blogging about it because imma just get pissed and hate um even more -.- plus, my list is so long, it would take me days to explain.. on to the positive stuff noww, well. we had secret sana (: that was fun. i had a band concert , we did good. andyea, thats all i had fun with (: im such a positive nelly ahh ;3 ? mhm. lol ok. well im guna go now. sleep time. goodnight bloggers (: sleep tight.

secret santa blog!

hay bloggers ! so the secret santa outcome was perfect and funny, lol. i found out that my secret santa was errlyn ! my best friend ;p lol.i was like tearing cuz i was so suprised. well we were all really anxious because of course, we were all (well most of us) the metting style table and we couldnt wait to see who people had ! so i wana show you guys what she got me.... k so it shuld be... over therre 
<<< as you can see, errlyn got me beanies ^o^ and no, im not guna be one of those people whpo wear there beanies to school, ITS HAWAII PEOPLE ! ;P  lol but foreals, why do we need beanies in hawaii? well i mean, at school? our school is hot AF ! but this whole "activity" was a good learning experience and oh yea, before i go , i had KOREY ! (: lol she was so suprised (x her face doe' i wonder how suprised she was... from her face, it looks like she was going to have a heart attack xD lol okok well thats all for today bloggers ! byee 

late *** talent presentation

hay bloggers (: remember the activity we're doing about a power point on the talent on our strip we picked? well this blog is going to be about the power point , in specific detail. so here it goes !

slide one - for slide one, i have a picture of me and my talent strip, my talent, and my name. this is sort of like an introduction to my powerpoint because of course, you need to ease your way into talking about your talent, right?

slide two - for slide two, i start with the history of my talent. my talent was singing, so i talked about about how i started singing. on this slide, i mainly said "i learned to sing from american idol when i used to look up to that show an always used to be inspired by miley cyrus.i also include 2 pictures on this slide, one of miley cyrus, and one of the original american idol judges.

slide three - for slide three, i talk about the usefulness of my talent. i said that the usefulness of my talent is that you need to have patience when singing because you need to keep practicing to get it right and learn how to do the job right. this is useful to me and leadership because in leadership, we work for the students. and what does that have to do with patience? i dont know if you noticed, but not all parents and kids will agree with us on everything. and sometimes, parents are going to complain. actually, over the summer, some parents argued with US 12 year olds, about prices, us doing it wrong, it was kind of weird. but you know, you have to be expecting these kind of things from people. we arent all the same.

slide 4- on this slide, is my video essay. i talk about everything in this enitire powerpoint and i also give an example of my talent.

slide 5 - on slide 5, i put all the GLO's and how i met them. below is exactly what i put. (copy and paste, lol)
GLO #1 ; self directed learner – I was a self directed learner throughout this activity because I did this whole power point completely by myself.

GLO #2 ; community contributor – I was a community contributor because I reminded others, helped others with what to put and what we need.

GLO #3 ; complex thinker – throughout this activity, I was a complex thinker because, I thought outside the box and thought what kind of effects I can do to make my power point look ‘wow’ and attractive.

GLO #4 ; quality producer – I was a quality producer because my power point is well I think, is really nice looking and attractive to the eye (x I also, worked really hard on it ;p

GLO #5 ; effective communicator – I was a effective communicator throughout this activity because I talked to the watchers in my video and explained my power point.

GLO #6 ; effective and ethical user of technology – I met this last GLO because I used my computer for this whole activity.

well that was all! actually, for the last slide, i put good bye and thanks for watching ;p ahah. just to come to a good ending. also, throughout the video, i used effects, to you know, make my powerpoint more attractive and enetertaining c; ahahkk . well thats for reading ! see ya tomorrw and have a good last week of school! (:

my late weekly blog doe.

hay bloggers and bloggets ;D well yea, as you can tell from my title, this is a late blog. dont ask why its late, its just late because it is.. no questions please. lolk. so this week was sort of just a big mess for me. my grades aren't looking so great, and just. ugh. so instead of doing a day by day description , im going to just do round up topics.

busy busy bee ~~ so this week, i was really busy. essays , homework, all that lovely crap. not crap but, lol you get the point. also, i had band practice everyday of the week. why? because i had a concert on tuesday and thursday. which, made my week even more cluttered. then, im getting a C in algebra, so i decided to go to tutoring after school on thursday, before my concert. i was so caught up in everything, i forgot about nearly all my science homework. i didnt do my LSA's when i had the chance to, and now , i have 2 finals coming up next week, for science and math. its just everything is so messed up. i didnt even do my science booklet yet which is due on tuesday. i just wish this quarter would end. im sick of it. oh yea, if one of you guys see the positive , energenic , smart , non lazy , non slacking, heighlee, can you guys let me know? shes been gone for quite some time and my life's been pretty crappy without her.

slacking ~~ not finishing work, when i KNOW i can. getting bad grades when i KNOW i can do way better. taking the easy way out when i KNOW its not helping me at all. what happened to the old me? thats all i've been doing lately. nothing. and i say im trying, but i dont think im trying hard enough. i actually am really dissapointed in my life. i try though. i try to stay positive, think of the bright side, but i cant. this break, im really determained to build a "better" me. someone who'll listen to her parents, do her chores, get straight A's , not slack at all. i just wish i could change. i want to. i really do. but everytime i try to, i fail. and the reason i dont tell this to anyone but my best friends, is because i dont wana be another one of "those" girls. who pitty themselves. "i know, im a bad kid, im sorry mom and dad, i know im a dissapointment." ugh, shut the hell up and do something about it instead of sharing to the internet about how bad you feel for yourself. little miss fishing for compliments.

people ~~you know lately, choke people have just been irritating the fricken crap out of me. im not even joking. the point where i just wana shake the fake outa them. i wish she'd catch a clue through these messages. but nah, she's too caught up in herself :) ahah. knowing her, she probably thinks we're the best of friends. ahah. no girl. so erking you already. i am just so happy i have the patience. well, not really patience, but like, im smart enough to think ahead and tell myself " dont do it. do you want to ruin your life? get kicked out of everything you live for? then what? be hated? " ya'll are lucky i have best friends to help me calm myself ;p ahah. idk, there is just too many stupid people in ewa beach.

leader ship work ~~ this week, for leadership we sort of mainly worked on yearbook cover. it was fun ! lol. it came out so nice. speaking of, i need to work on my year book cover...

well that was my week ! see ya in the next blog, which i will be doing next ;p ahah k bye bloggets and bloggers !! (:

11-26 ~ 11-30

hayyy bloggers (: how was your weekend ;3 ? Well i hope you guys did (: ahah, no just kidding, i hate you all. nah ;p nah mayybe i do ;) lol. but foreals, honestly, i've had a short temper lately.. i noticed. but its just, so much damn annoying people. LOL nah nah. its the christmas time, which means, my favorite time of the year ^___^ so i aint gon let any of you stupid people ruin it xD im not guna let any one ruin it. im a christmas person, if yall hadnt noticed. lol. but this week, ehh. one word.... struggling ! i wouldnt call it stress, because honestly, itss my fault i was at this point, but the reason i was struggling thiss week is because i had 2 essays due, alot of math, science, and we all had our AR due. bleh. its good responsibilty training though. i think alot of us leadership kids are forgetting the real reason why we have all these jobs, assignments. its all about teaching us responssibilty ! now ya guys get it ;p lol.

so monday ~~ monday was good, we had our concert for band ^o^ we sucked butt. LOL. idk doe. we tried hard and we killed it ;') we blew them away xD ya, outa the caff (x llolol. but mr.hayashi gave us doughnuts. yummae. my crush talked to me ;'3 omygawww. fangurl scream bruh. lol. he's so daa kine *____* dreamy. clarinets are the best, just saying. imma stop there (x wut else did we do today... Oh yeaa. i think today we decorated A101 al christmasy like ;') ohyess . i love christmaas <3 hot chocolate, bright lights down every street, gahhh ;'3 marry me christmas, please *____* ahah. moving onnn. bret fricken broke the candy cane (x lolol. he so ghetto, fixing it with tape xD GHETTO brret x) this one girl, ohhhh she got on my nerves -.- wanted to choke a girl already, lol. well that was all for today i think.

tuesday-wednesday-thursday~~  the days were flyin hawaiian. like wtf, it was just sunday.  LOL. but these days, i combined them because i didnt really do much. literally, i slacked these two days x) but i walked to starbucks with yazmeen, that was hella fun ;') we did homework, drank coffee, bought coffee everything ! it was a good time. sadly our parents didnt agree to let us go again on thursday ;/ but its alright. thursday night, me and smith was dying ! lol we are slackkers. AR was out ta kill me. but the book was interesting, so idc ;p i enjoyed the book any ways ^o^ see, this is why i combined these days, boring AF and i was struggling. lolk, on to daa last day.

friday ~~ its aloha friday, no school till mondayy <3  ;3 ahah. i love fridays. i get down. wake up before 7. dont eat breakfest . see wut im getting at (x ? lol. but foreals, i really hate some people. off with yo heads pesants. lol. why gota be suhh erks foe? ;d like. i try to like her, but she so daaa erkingg.  like i just wana slap her already. can i slap you please c; ? heree i come ! PAAA. slap yo face bruhhh. slap the asian outaa yo butt. lolk..

so thats all this week bloggers see you next week as we get more into the christmas spirit <3