soo this quarter finally came to an end ! omg, that fleww by so fast ;o like danng.. but end of the quarter, means final grades ! i have to say im not that proud ;/ but its awright i guess. on the last week of school, i had a science final , english paper, social studies group project, and 4 algrebra quizes, and a algebra final. i was struggling with everything too ;d so saddd . but the results actually shocked me. for english, on my paper, i recieved a B, which really shocked me because i was almost positive i was going to get an A .__. and for science, on the final, i got a C and this reeaaallly shocked me because i studied alot for this test and this is what i get -.- ?? and now the good grades , lol, for algebra, for my 4 quizes, i got 2 A's and the rest, she didnt grade yet, lol, and for the final, which the outcome made me literally scream, i got a B. do you know, how happy that makes me ??? like. i cannot even explainn ... i was sooo happy, i screamed and everrything. lol. and lastly, for social studies, on my group project, i was expecting like a C or a B at the most, because one of my partners didnt do the work looking the best, but , she gave us an A ;o like. wow. i couldnt believe my eyes (x ahah. so my grades this quarter, 3 B's and 4 A's (: im not really happy, but im proud of myself . lol. i worked hard this quarter, but i dont think i pushed myself hard enough. next quarter, i NEED straight A's. im not Bsain, im Asian (x lolol, i go on IG to much xD lolol.
busy quarter. just like last year, the first quarter was bussy.. we had many busy days and events. the first week of school , open house, intramurals, welcome social , and i think thats all? well, it was weird because i still remember last year like the back of my hand and its like redoing it. lol. on the first week of school, we were very busy, because all we mostly focused on was, new students, handing out planners and getting everything set. also, we were preparing to start all the jobs and it was so hectic and crazy ! ;p on open house, there was well, many many more parent sthen there was at orientation nights (x lolol. there was actually so much families, they all couldnt fit in the caff. ;o i was suprised . it was so weird though. like alot of parents came at like the middle, and alot of parents got lost, i heard. and then intramurals, it was similiar to last year... and then welcome social turned out really good and i liked how organized and smooth it went (: evne though i wasnt even in the caff. for 3/4 of the event (x the movie was aaight, 3 people camer and stayed. 1 person was acutally paying attention and was into into the movie xD everyone LOVED the photo booth. and at the end, it was just good ;p
did i struggle ?_ i think i struggled alot this quarter. i struggled alot this quarter because i was lazy, i didnt prepare myself and i wasnt organized. first, i was lazy. omg, dont even get me started on my lazy-ness. forgetting to do homework , doing late blogs, forgetting to make playlist, forgetting to make intro. , the list goes on -.- and all of this occurs from what? my lazyness. if i wasnt lazy, as soon as i get home, i would do ALL my chores and then spend the night doing homework, then going to sleep early to get a good start the next morning. but no, i chose to be lazy. so i go home, eat, go on my phone, take a nap, wake up, eat , take a bath, then go on my computer & phone, then go to sleep. look at that schedule. i sound like a fat lazy person ;/ so sad. and you know, i dont even go outside and get some fresh air. just now from typing this, im realizing this is not good ;o i need to stop .___. my god. but moving on, see what i mean when i said i was lazy? and i struggled from my lazy ness because when i get lazy, i dont get work done. and when i dont get work done, the work gets backed up. and once i dont do one thing, it just adds on to the new things i have to do. then thats when i start to struggle. when i have so much things to do, i cant even handle. next, not being prepared. this is mostly why i struggle. i dont prepare myself and then i just get confused when i get something and then i get lost and then by that point, im behind and i have alot of things to catch up on and like. ughh. i dont know how to explain it ;o whatevrr ~ lol. now lastly, not being organized. when im not organized, i dont know what to do, and then everything gets messed up. also, when i get messed up in leadership, and if i forget something or if i forget to do something, most likely, it can effect my group kids. thats also what i forget sometimes. i forget that im responsible for 6 other kids....
how it was being a group leader.._ being a group leader, i know i talk about this in like very weekly blog, but being a group leader, its hard work. you dont just have to just make sure your grades are good, you have to make sure their grades are good too and you have to make sure they do all the assignments and it gets stressful. especially when you cant contact them ! omg i hate when that happens. now i actually know how my group leader felt last year ;o i understand now ;p of course, you can never REALLY understand how someone feels until your in there positition and in their situation. i didnt think it was going to be this hard.... but it is. im not just repsonsible for me , one person, im responsible for me , and 6 other kids. but im not saying that i dont like being a group leader because its hard, i love being a group leader. i may not be the best, but i try to be the best i can and i really try to treat my kids good. i think i kind of failed this quarter though... one of my little ducklings felt like i gave some special treatment, and im sorry i made you feel like that .... i didnt mean to. andyeaa. people think its easy to be in leadership, go on tv, work music, but its not. like when my friends say, how could you have messed up?? you just have to play music. but they dont understand, we have to find apropriate songs with clean lyrics and clean meanings, and we have to play what kind of music people like. and if we dont, people yell at uss for playing "crappy" music. its like, its harder than it looks you know -.- ugh. i just wish they could be in our place for a few days, see wut its like to have to please everyone. im going off topic lol (x as i was saying, i wasnt expecting it to be as hard is it is. all i hope is that im doing my best as a group leader and that im being a good group leader....
fails_ lol, there is only one main fail i wana tell you about.. AR ! omg ! i seriously thought i had it under control this year ! but i didnt ;p when it came to half of the quarter progress report, i was dying! but i made it ;3 still though, FAILL. lol.
goals for next quarter~ oh lard, where do i start? (x well, ill start by saying, i hope to become a good leader and be organized. i hope to be anti-lazy . i hope to do everything and turn everything in on time. i hope to not procrastinate. i hope to not slack & put in 110% effort. and i hope to reach my AR goal early (: lol i hope, i hope, i hope. and i know i can tjust hope for the best. im going to actually turn these "hopes" into reality . watch me ;D
Sunday, September 30, 2012
last week of da first quarter ^o^
woww. this week kind of went by slow .___. lol. how was your guys last week of school? (: mines was pretty bad, but i was still a positive nelly and a happy camper ;3 ahah. this WHOLE week i was just so excited for camp ! lol i couldnt stop thinking bout it ;p and now the time is finally comeing ^____^ one day awaaay. cant wait (: but this week, i was pretty emotional. i was frustrated, mad, stressed, depressed, excited, happy , and just straight up moody . lol well heres the week (:
so i would put these days indivisually, but that'd be a waste because i barely did anything in class, so yea. lol. this week, i really tried. but obviously, i didnt try hard enough. i kind of made it worse.. so i had a conflict with one of my period kids and i thought talking to her would help, but it didnt . honestly, i dont think i talked to her in the nicest way, so she got hurt.. and then something happened... but now, its okay because we was talking on fb, and after talking for about 30 minutes to an hour, we worked it all out, cleared everything and now, we gee' (: just letting you guys know because im pretty sure everyone reading this knows the conflict and i dont want you guys thinking we still have a bad vibe between us (x lol. but yea, we cool now (: cuz voyagers are cool like that (x lol. moving on though, the conflict was one reason why i was stressed this week and also, i had alot of finals in classes and prjects going on ! for science we had a final, for social studies we had a big project, for english, we had a big project, and for algebra 1, we had 4 quizes and a final. is it just me, or is that alot for the last week of school? like ugh. but i can understand.... anyways, this week my groups jobs were music and tv and i think we made mistakes on both... first, the tv. on tv we made a mistake by having our mics on at the WRONG time . next, for music. for music, we played the music too loud and too soft at times & also our speaking wasnt loud enough and clear enough. i wasnt suprised that i was stressed this week. what do i expect, its the last week of school, everyones going to be stressing. gotta fix them grades , make sure you finish everything up... its very stressful ;p lol . i also was feeling... well.. ill just say, very emotional this week. i over thought alllootttt and it just made me depressed as everr. lol. i cried , i screamed in my pillow, i was just a mess ;p one moment i'd be all sad and depressed like, and the next minute i would be smiling and hugging everyone and laughing, lol. my emotions were just all over the place this week. one minute i would be yelling at someone and the next minute i'd tell them sorry and that i love them. im crazy ~ lolol. but aside from all that, i had a good week i guess. its just september.. its suppositly, " the bad month" and i think from what happened to me this month, it is the bad month xD but its just a monthh, the next one is starting on monday anyway ^0^ ahaha. but a note about september... as depressed as i was, and as sad as i was, i really tried to keep my chin up because i didnt want to ruin any one elses day , you know? like, why should other people suffer just because your depressed? one of my friends actually told me a story that, all her friends was all depressed and sad, and she was happy and trying to cheer them up, and then one of them told her, " ____ you look like trash." like. first of all, what kind of friend says that?? sure your having a bad day, but it doesnt mean you have to ruin hers ! meany -.- lol. so yea... that was pretty much all this week...
so i hope you guys all have a good sunday tomorrow . see you all on monday ^____^ byye .
so i would put these days indivisually, but that'd be a waste because i barely did anything in class, so yea. lol. this week, i really tried. but obviously, i didnt try hard enough. i kind of made it worse.. so i had a conflict with one of my period kids and i thought talking to her would help, but it didnt . honestly, i dont think i talked to her in the nicest way, so she got hurt.. and then something happened... but now, its okay because we was talking on fb, and after talking for about 30 minutes to an hour, we worked it all out, cleared everything and now, we gee' (: just letting you guys know because im pretty sure everyone reading this knows the conflict and i dont want you guys thinking we still have a bad vibe between us (x lol. but yea, we cool now (: cuz voyagers are cool like that (x lol. moving on though, the conflict was one reason why i was stressed this week and also, i had alot of finals in classes and prjects going on ! for science we had a final, for social studies we had a big project, for english, we had a big project, and for algebra 1, we had 4 quizes and a final. is it just me, or is that alot for the last week of school? like ugh. but i can understand.... anyways, this week my groups jobs were music and tv and i think we made mistakes on both... first, the tv. on tv we made a mistake by having our mics on at the WRONG time . next, for music. for music, we played the music too loud and too soft at times & also our speaking wasnt loud enough and clear enough. i wasnt suprised that i was stressed this week. what do i expect, its the last week of school, everyones going to be stressing. gotta fix them grades , make sure you finish everything up... its very stressful ;p lol . i also was feeling... well.. ill just say, very emotional this week. i over thought alllootttt and it just made me depressed as everr. lol. i cried , i screamed in my pillow, i was just a mess ;p one moment i'd be all sad and depressed like, and the next minute i would be smiling and hugging everyone and laughing, lol. my emotions were just all over the place this week. one minute i would be yelling at someone and the next minute i'd tell them sorry and that i love them. im crazy ~ lolol. but aside from all that, i had a good week i guess. its just september.. its suppositly, " the bad month" and i think from what happened to me this month, it is the bad month xD but its just a monthh, the next one is starting on monday anyway ^0^ ahaha. but a note about september... as depressed as i was, and as sad as i was, i really tried to keep my chin up because i didnt want to ruin any one elses day , you know? like, why should other people suffer just because your depressed? one of my friends actually told me a story that, all her friends was all depressed and sad, and she was happy and trying to cheer them up, and then one of them told her, " ____ you look like trash." like. first of all, what kind of friend says that?? sure your having a bad day, but it doesnt mean you have to ruin hers ! meany -.- lol. so yea... that was pretty much all this week...
so i hope you guys all have a good sunday tomorrow . see you all on monday ^____^ byye .
Friday, September 28, 2012
camp is almost huur' !
OMG am i the only wun really excited to go to the retreat *______* ? like. omfg, im dying over here, counting down the days. and tomorrows the last day of first quarter?! ;o i cannott even keep up. like geeesh. before i wuld use the weekend to relax, but now, i just use it to pull myself together and get ready for the week. its crazzyy. and i still didnt do my homework.... ugh. wut teacher gives homework on the 2nd to the last day of the quarter?? -.- crazy kine teacherr. lolk. well i guess i gtg take a shower, and do what voyagers do best . homework (: LOL nayye.
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
8th week of school late*
hey bloggers ^____^ sorry this is like. hella late, but iʻve been really busy and i just forgot to my blog .___, welll this week was just like any other week... just a little more boring than usual ;p ahah. weʻve been having tutoring every morning before we go to work & it really helps. mr.ing teaches it kind of different and easier than mrs.gouveia which really helps (: no offense to mrs.gouveia though .__. its just, mr.ing teaches it more simple and he makes it easier to understand the lesson. also throughout the week i was kind of.. not with the program. ;d i was late for tutoring & i made a few mistakes in the jobs .... my kids made a mistake on the envelope which isnt quite there fault because i shouldʻve been there to guide them and tell them what they are really supposed to do. im sorry about that guys ;/ then, my music kids made a few mistakes with playing the commercials >___< also my fault because that was the same day i was late for tutoring, which made me not being able to work that morning, then i couldnt go watch my kids and guide them in the right direction, which made them screw up. but then again, theyʻve been here long enough to know.... but thats not the point. lol. the point is i made stupid mistakes this week . lolk. also, this week was just plain boring because of my classes. they are stressing me out !!! like omg. i have to go through 6 hours of learning, then i go home, then hear it from my mother when i dont do my chores, then i get lectured, then its just. ugh. so annoying. but its okay. i learned to lettt it go. i got used to it ;p lololol. my mom yells at me all the timee. im just used to it already. lmao. she always complains to me about how i never do anythhing and shee does everrythingg. okay the mom. explain to me who watches the baby when your not home. tell me who cleans when you cant. sure i might not have cleaned the WHOLE house, but i do what i can. if i had one wish, it would be for my parents to understand me and be in my point of view. ughh. but whateverss. every kid has to go through this i guess. k well, that is all. thanks for reading ;3 byyee blogggers ;D have a good last week of school (:
Sunday, September 16, 2012
7th week of school~
hey bloggers ! mayn, these school days are just flying byyyy >___> next thing you know, its going to be the last day of first quarter ! im not even ready for this quarter to end ! my AR is pretty bad atm, and actually. i think imma post a picture of me and my book.... yea. imma post a picture of me and my AR book im going to read , when im done writing this ;p lolk. but yea, my grades are not the prettiest and im not the proudest of them -.- shame shame maynn. i have... well you know, ill just screen shot that and post a picture of that too, while im at it (x ahah, why else am i not ready for this quarter to end..... oh yea, its just, i dont want it to yet -.- for once in my life, im satisfied with school everyday. but its kind of stressful. i hope the whole 8th grade isnt like this... you know, projects or big tests in every fricken class, every fricken week >___< ugh. and i dont even use the weekend or nights to relax anymore. i use it to how do i say it. pull myself back together? lol yea, i guess thats a easy way to say it. lol. anyways, moving on to the week. i experienced alot of weird emotions this week... hyper,crazy,excited,mad,pissed,annoyed & about a gazillion more. k heres the week. oh yea, and im also gona take a picture of my planner, its my first week i actually filled in what we did for each class, and the homework for each classs. so proud of myself ^o^ ahah k ;p and heres the week ....
monday~ today was just yo average dayy. except for the fact, mr.ing was in charged since dr.barton and mr.lee wasnt here today. honestly, idk why i was hyper, i just was .___. its weird. like, i was hyper during advisory because we all had to go to A-102 that day, because mr.ing was talking to 8th graders because they got introuble for somethang, lol i said "because" alot (x sorry. but moving on. when we was in A-102, everybody was all scurred and sad looking because for some reason they thought mr.ing told us to go into A-102 because he was mad at us. and im like... "hellloooo ! why would he be mad at us? dont you guys see the kids in there?" and then still, everyone was all stressing and sad and depressed. i think i was the only happy one there xD i was jumping off the wallls . lolol i dont know why, i just was in a happy & hyper mood .___. but overall, this day was good because we came back from a weekend and like. i got to see my friends and yea ^____^oh yea, and besides those things, my classes were boring. lolk done ;p
tuesday~ well to start off, i knew this day was going to be one of them good days ^__^ why? i have my even periods ^o^ yayy ;3 ahah. i like even days alot because i have my two fun electives (leadership & band) (: but then there's english >___< ya, sometimes,english ruins my day >.< so boring thats why... its so hard to be positive in that class! its SO boring ! like i have no comment on that class. ugh. lol. just saying. but besides my classes, this day as casual... nothing special. during our leadership period, we got to catch up on any work, and we attempted to work on our retreat talent show, but we failed LOL. because apparently, not all of us listen to music. not saying any names. lol. but yea. that was all for today ;p oh yea, some emotions i felt today was annoyed becuase again, im not saying names, but some people, just really got on my nerves and deserved a high five . in the face. with a brick. just saying. and please dont think of this as a threat . because i might not even be talking about you (x did i say a name? NOPE. i could be talking about godzilla for all ya no. LOL. i could be .... but you'll never know ;p lol. im not even joking though, DO NOT give me attitude, and expect me to be nice back -.- trust me & ask any 8th grader, if you give me a level 1 attitude, i will give you a level 2 attitude. on the reallls (x ahah k. moving on.....
wednesday&thursday~ you would not believe how stressed i was these two days >.< thats why i put them together, they both went by so quick, not much happened. of course, the people that had irritated/ annoyed/ pissed me off the past day, still were getting on my nerves -.- but i managed to stay happy and positive and hyper and full of joy ;3 cuz im that coool. lolol. but yea, not much happened in these days... i took the science quiz! good thing were allowed to delete 2 quizes per quarter ^___^ that quiz score? not the best i had... actually, its the worst i had i think. LOL. but you get the point (x lol dont bring it up.
friday~ ahah, so much happened today, i dont even think i can get it done by 12 am. well imma just say it all. k, so it rained in the morning....you know, imma just do the short version, its more apropriate and nicer (x lolk. dont steal an idea from someone. because i will garenteed you, they will get pissed, and hate you. and espicially, dont steal someones idea and then do it better than they do. then i guarenteed you, they will really hate you. also, do not give attitude for the last time ! like dang ! it gets annoying! dont tell me what to do ! i am a american citizen, and therefore, i HAVE A RIGHT TO DO WHAT I WANT TO -.- AND, i can do whatever i wana ! you are just about the same age as i am, i dont need your help okay ? -.- well... it actually depends on what your telling me ;p lol. if your giving me advice and actually helping me. then okay. but dont tell me what to do such as tell me to be quiet and listen to you ! you are just as old as i am, i will not listen to you unless you are my group leader and my boss. and i dont mean it as in " i wont listen to you guys ever because i am your leader and whatever i say goes" no, if your speaking and trying to say something, then yea, ill listen to you and give you attention and ill listen to what you have to say, but all im asking is, DONT GIVE ME ATTITUDE! IT IS SO ANNOYING! STAWP ! lolk. and the reason i said all of that ^ is because of things that happened to me this day . so yea, im not just randomly saying this, it connects to my week xD lol but at the end of the day, something happened. it seriously made me feel like the luckiest gurl in the universe, the happiest gurl in all the planets, and just the happiest person ever. but then of course, happiness only lasts forever in fairytales. what makes me think this? later that night, something so jurassic happened, it made me feel like the ugliest gurl in the world. it made me feel like the stupidest gurl in the universe. it made me feel like that was the worst day in all my life. i was just so depressed after that night, no words can explain.
so yea. thats my week guys! (: and i hope yall all enjoy your heighlee voice-free week this week ;p thanks for reading and enjoy this week (: bye bloggers ! ^___^ let the serious ness, the silentness, the straight face ness, the depressing ness begin >;3
~heighlee (:
me first time writing full on in my planner ;')
the boook i gota read to finsih deee AR goal.
le crappy grades that i need to fix -.- asap.
monday~ today was just yo average dayy. except for the fact, mr.ing was in charged since dr.barton and mr.lee wasnt here today. honestly, idk why i was hyper, i just was .___. its weird. like, i was hyper during advisory because we all had to go to A-102 that day, because mr.ing was talking to 8th graders because they got introuble for somethang, lol i said "because" alot (x sorry. but moving on. when we was in A-102, everybody was all scurred and sad looking because for some reason they thought mr.ing told us to go into A-102 because he was mad at us. and im like... "hellloooo ! why would he be mad at us? dont you guys see the kids in there?" and then still, everyone was all stressing and sad and depressed. i think i was the only happy one there xD i was jumping off the wallls . lolol i dont know why, i just was in a happy & hyper mood .___. but overall, this day was good because we came back from a weekend and like. i got to see my friends and yea ^____^oh yea, and besides those things, my classes were boring. lolk done ;p
tuesday~ well to start off, i knew this day was going to be one of them good days ^__^ why? i have my even periods ^o^ yayy ;3 ahah. i like even days alot because i have my two fun electives (leadership & band) (: but then there's english >___< ya, sometimes,english ruins my day >.< so boring thats why... its so hard to be positive in that class! its SO boring ! like i have no comment on that class. ugh. lol. just saying. but besides my classes, this day as casual... nothing special. during our leadership period, we got to catch up on any work, and we attempted to work on our retreat talent show, but we failed LOL. because apparently, not all of us listen to music. not saying any names. lol. but yea. that was all for today ;p oh yea, some emotions i felt today was annoyed becuase again, im not saying names, but some people, just really got on my nerves and deserved a high five . in the face. with a brick. just saying. and please dont think of this as a threat . because i might not even be talking about you (x did i say a name? NOPE. i could be talking about godzilla for all ya no. LOL. i could be .... but you'll never know ;p lol. im not even joking though, DO NOT give me attitude, and expect me to be nice back -.- trust me & ask any 8th grader, if you give me a level 1 attitude, i will give you a level 2 attitude. on the reallls (x ahah k. moving on.....
wednesday&thursday~ you would not believe how stressed i was these two days >.< thats why i put them together, they both went by so quick, not much happened. of course, the people that had irritated/ annoyed/ pissed me off the past day, still were getting on my nerves -.- but i managed to stay happy and positive and hyper and full of joy ;3 cuz im that coool. lolol. but yea, not much happened in these days... i took the science quiz! good thing were allowed to delete 2 quizes per quarter ^___^ that quiz score? not the best i had... actually, its the worst i had i think. LOL. but you get the point (x lol dont bring it up.
friday~ ahah, so much happened today, i dont even think i can get it done by 12 am. well imma just say it all. k, so it rained in the morning....you know, imma just do the short version, its more apropriate and nicer (x lolk. dont steal an idea from someone. because i will garenteed you, they will get pissed, and hate you. and espicially, dont steal someones idea and then do it better than they do. then i guarenteed you, they will really hate you. also, do not give attitude for the last time ! like dang ! it gets annoying! dont tell me what to do ! i am a american citizen, and therefore, i HAVE A RIGHT TO DO WHAT I WANT TO -.- AND, i can do whatever i wana ! you are just about the same age as i am, i dont need your help okay ? -.- well... it actually depends on what your telling me ;p lol. if your giving me advice and actually helping me. then okay. but dont tell me what to do such as tell me to be quiet and listen to you ! you are just as old as i am, i will not listen to you unless you are my group leader and my boss. and i dont mean it as in " i wont listen to you guys ever because i am your leader and whatever i say goes" no, if your speaking and trying to say something, then yea, ill listen to you and give you attention and ill listen to what you have to say, but all im asking is, DONT GIVE ME ATTITUDE! IT IS SO ANNOYING! STAWP ! lolk. and the reason i said all of that ^ is because of things that happened to me this day . so yea, im not just randomly saying this, it connects to my week xD lol but at the end of the day, something happened. it seriously made me feel like the luckiest gurl in the universe, the happiest gurl in all the planets, and just the happiest person ever. but then of course, happiness only lasts forever in fairytales. what makes me think this? later that night, something so jurassic happened, it made me feel like the ugliest gurl in the world. it made me feel like the stupidest gurl in the universe. it made me feel like that was the worst day in all my life. i was just so depressed after that night, no words can explain.
so yea. thats my week guys! (: and i hope yall all enjoy your heighlee voice-free week this week ;p thanks for reading and enjoy this week (: bye bloggers ! ^___^ let the serious ness, the silentness, the straight face ness, the depressing ness begin >;3
~heighlee (:
me first time writing full on in my planner ;')
the boook i gota read to finsih deee AR goal.
le crappy grades that i need to fix -.- asap.Saturday, September 15, 2012
national "heighlee is silent" week (:
heeeyy bloggers ^o^ hows life? bazinga, i dont care. x') ahah. i crack myself up. lol well im going to make my own national week up. since all these days this week were "national" i decided to make a national " heighlee is silent " week (: so congratulations guys, your wishes are finally coming true ;p i am actually guna be silent. i mean, not ful on silent, but im only going to talk when necessary. for example, when teachers talk to me, or someone asks me a important question, im going to talk and answer obviously.. but, we all know i talk alot. and yes, i admit, i talk a helll of a lot. but honestly, i choose to be like that. i choose to be loud, happy, positive and talkitive and stuff like that. it really makes me stick out, and it really makes me, me. but this week is going to be different. i thought i was just making a silly play around game with bretman, just for fun. but i actually am in a bad mood and im really expecting to be in a bad mood this whole week xD what are the odds (: ? ahah. i love the way life works. life makes you think your the happiest person on earth, then it turns around and does something that messes up everything. your attitude.. your view of some stuff...everything. as a good example, if you seen me after school, i said i was the happiest person on earth. i said i felt so happy and accomplished. i said i was the luckiest girl ever. but tonight, that all changed. i was nearly having one of the best days in my life. but that changed tonight. i was called a "name" by someone, and even though i know she/he ment it as a joke, it still hurted me. cause ya knoe how they say, theres always a little truth behind "jk" ? that really got me thinking... what if she/he really wanted to call me that? and i know your probably thinking, really heighlee? get over it, its just a joke. and i usually do not let stupid comments get to me. but this person really means something to me. and when someone means so much to you, everything they tell you, matters. everything they say, you take seriously. and. just. everything they tell you, you believe . and thats why when this person called me a name, i took her/him seriously. and after that person called me a name and said " jk jk jk jk " i replied. and then, they decided to argue back and say what mainly says, im not going to talk to you this whole weekend! bye ! dont text back ! and what would you think after getting a text like that from someone you really care about? someone you really love? exactly. but for those of you who prolly know who im talking about, please to talk to them about it. dont tell them i told anyone. because its not like i did. i didnt say there name right ? exactly ;p and dont bring it up to them either. please. dont. dont text them or tell them any threats, let it be. k? thats all im asking, to let it be and let me handle my bidness. lolk. but yea, back to this national " heighlee is silent" week, i hope you guys are all happy, im finally going to shut up :) ahah, k . have a good weekend errybodddyy ^___^ ~heighleee.
PS- im doing my week blog tomorrow , k bai !
Monday, September 10, 2012
welcome sociaaalll (:
i honestly think this welcome social was 1000000x better than last years one *____* even though i didnt even work in the caf. majority of the time (x well how can i explain how welcome social was for me... actually, i had a pretty good time (x i worked in A-102 watching the hunger games . me and khrizz was doing some stuff ;) LOLOL NO. we was laying down on the chairs xD THATS ALL. IT WAS ALL G RATED ;p promise ! ahah. it was fun even though only 3 people actually came and stayed xD more room (: so yea, we all got 2 chairs each ;p it was so funny. out of 3 of the kids, only one kid was really watching and interested ! xD ahah. it was so sad when khrizz daisy and zhaslyn left me ;| i was alone after. cuz savannah was with me, but she didnt even look at me, let alone talk to me (x lol. i had fun doe. from what i seen that night on facebook, instagram, they ALL had fun (: and of course, there favorite part was all the photo booth . that was a good idea though *___* props to whoever thought of it ;p well, dancing was fun. i just wish savannah and anne didnt record >__< like ugh. how would they liked it if i video taped them dancing all retarded like?! exactly. and no, i wasnt dancing retardedly on purpose, i dance like that . kay -___- dont tease. but, this year was a really good welcome social (: cant wait for next year ^____^ oh wait . imma be a 9th grader. wtf. i cant even believe im in 8th grade, let alone being in 9th grade next year? thas cray .___. lol. years going by fasttt. but goodluck to ya'll next year. make it even funner ;3 ahah. but yea. i think thats all i can say... the prizes were good ! i won pez ^o^ whoop whoop. im cool. lol. imma take a picutre with it infact ^o^ and sorry, im not gonna look my best, small kine downing tonight & just not feeling like smiling ;/ but yewno, just cuz im in a bad mood, doesnt mean i have to look mean and sad in the pictures. ill smile just for you guys ^___^ k hurrr. so yeaaa. thats all guys (: enjoy pictures of me above ;3
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Week 6 (: THIS BLOG IS LATE*
so like, i am so sorry this blog is late .___. its just. yesturday went by so daa fast ! like omfg. well, i planned to do it last night before i went to sleep, but i fell asleep before i culd >___< cause , last night, my cousin slept over, so yea. and we went to go watch possession so when i came home, i was kind of tired... lol. the movie ended at 9;30 pm thats why, so yes, it was a late movie. lol so yea. hers the weeekkk (:
MONDAY~ on monday, i did not do anything. i am not even joking. i didnt even leave my house. it was the boringest DAY of my ENTIRE life ! i wish we had school . i cleaned and baby sat. thats all ! boring righht?? exactly.
TUESDAY~ on tuesday, i was so lost. it felt like monday ! lol. i almost grabbed the wrong envelope & everything. i was so confuuusseedddd. like ugh. the day went by so fast too. i couldnt believe it. for once in my life, i wasnt praying for the week to come to an end so quickly, i was praying for the week to go by slow ! weird, i know. dont judge. i actually enjoy school now. my days in school are just more interesting and enjoyable now a days ;3 ahah. but yeah. the classes i had today was odds, which means i had all core classes. omygerrrd, i dislike these days . lmbo. because i have algebra 1, science & lastly, social studies. nothing's wrong with these classes, its just. time goes by SOOOOOOO slow in these classes! and i know i said i wish the day went by slow, but i said the dayss, not the classes (x ahah. yeah. so thats all that happened today ;p
WEDNESDAY~ when this school day was over, i was so mad ! the days were going by so fast ;| and i didnt want the weeekend to come. but besides that, the day was good (: ahah. it was a even day, so OF COURSE i was happy (: i had good classes. english, leadership and band ;3 the best classes in le worrrllld. ahah. we prepared for the whats it called. welcome social . we prepared for the welcome social during our leadership period. we were blowing up balloons (x lmbo. i have a trumpet mouth and i talk alot sooo, you best believe it was easy for me ;3 ahah . NOT. it was actually kind of hard, and it made my cheeks feel numb ;d lmbo. i felt like i didnt have a mouth after blowing all those balloons ! buts its okay, i still had enough energy to talk talk talkkk ;p lolol. but i was kind of scared when we were blowing the balloons. why? i was scared kevin was going to turn into the hulk xD LOLOL. nah, i was scared the balloon was going to pop in my face (x ahahha. and that was all for today. and oh yea, i was excited for the next day because me and my friend erica made 5 weeks of being friends ;') lolk.
THURSDAY~ it was so weird today ! me and errlyn felt out of place (x why? becuase we had to find a different homeroom ! we went to band . it was so farrr from our classes ! like asdfghjkl; lolol. but yea. it was so awkward and we felt like we got kicked out and had no home when it came to recesss and lunch because the doors was closed (x ahah. well thats all for today i think... oh yea ! and i felt really happy today because welcome social was tomorrow & i got to spend time with erica today ;'3
FRIDAY~ so today was the day ! welcome social! i was so excited ! but i was also sad and depressed today ;d my WHOLE team was going palace and me and all the other team 8-3 kids were prettyy bummed . it was so sad, watching them leave the school! recess was so empty too ! i was with all 7th graders at recess ! lmbo. its okay doe, erica was with me. so yeeeea it was fine (x ahaha. but when all my team kids came back, i was so happy ! i felt like it was FOREVER i hadn't seen them ! ;') and i was glad that they came back. after school was fun, even doe erica had to leave early, it was okay becuase i also had leadership to tend to (: and leadership before ANYTHANG related to frens ;p ahah. if there a true friend, they'll wait ;3 ahah k . well, see my other blog that im going to make tonight, about welcome social, for more deeetails. (:
well thats all for this week guys(: thanks for reading! and i hope your week was as good as mine (: kay, have a good 7th week of school ! talk to you guys next friday or saturday ! bai ;3
MONDAY~ on monday, i did not do anything. i am not even joking. i didnt even leave my house. it was the boringest DAY of my ENTIRE life ! i wish we had school . i cleaned and baby sat. thats all ! boring righht?? exactly.
TUESDAY~ on tuesday, i was so lost. it felt like monday ! lol. i almost grabbed the wrong envelope & everything. i was so confuuusseedddd. like ugh. the day went by so fast too. i couldnt believe it. for once in my life, i wasnt praying for the week to come to an end so quickly, i was praying for the week to go by slow ! weird, i know. dont judge. i actually enjoy school now. my days in school are just more interesting and enjoyable now a days ;3 ahah. but yeah. the classes i had today was odds, which means i had all core classes. omygerrrd, i dislike these days . lmbo. because i have algebra 1, science & lastly, social studies. nothing's wrong with these classes, its just. time goes by SOOOOOOO slow in these classes! and i know i said i wish the day went by slow, but i said the dayss, not the classes (x ahah. yeah. so thats all that happened today ;p
WEDNESDAY~ when this school day was over, i was so mad ! the days were going by so fast ;| and i didnt want the weeekend to come. but besides that, the day was good (: ahah. it was a even day, so OF COURSE i was happy (: i had good classes. english, leadership and band ;3 the best classes in le worrrllld. ahah. we prepared for the whats it called. welcome social . we prepared for the welcome social during our leadership period. we were blowing up balloons (x lmbo. i have a trumpet mouth and i talk alot sooo, you best believe it was easy for me ;3 ahah . NOT. it was actually kind of hard, and it made my cheeks feel numb ;d lmbo. i felt like i didnt have a mouth after blowing all those balloons ! buts its okay, i still had enough energy to talk talk talkkk ;p lolol. but i was kind of scared when we were blowing the balloons. why? i was scared kevin was going to turn into the hulk xD LOLOL. nah, i was scared the balloon was going to pop in my face (x ahahha. and that was all for today. and oh yea, i was excited for the next day because me and my friend erica made 5 weeks of being friends ;') lolk.
THURSDAY~ it was so weird today ! me and errlyn felt out of place (x why? becuase we had to find a different homeroom ! we went to band . it was so farrr from our classes ! like asdfghjkl; lolol. but yea. it was so awkward and we felt like we got kicked out and had no home when it came to recesss and lunch because the doors was closed (x ahah. well thats all for today i think... oh yea ! and i felt really happy today because welcome social was tomorrow & i got to spend time with erica today ;'3
FRIDAY~ so today was the day ! welcome social! i was so excited ! but i was also sad and depressed today ;d my WHOLE team was going palace and me and all the other team 8-3 kids were prettyy bummed . it was so sad, watching them leave the school! recess was so empty too ! i was with all 7th graders at recess ! lmbo. its okay doe, erica was with me. so yeeeea it was fine (x ahaha. but when all my team kids came back, i was so happy ! i felt like it was FOREVER i hadn't seen them ! ;') and i was glad that they came back. after school was fun, even doe erica had to leave early, it was okay becuase i also had leadership to tend to (: and leadership before ANYTHANG related to frens ;p ahah. if there a true friend, they'll wait ;3 ahah k . well, see my other blog that im going to make tonight, about welcome social, for more deeetails. (:
well thats all for this week guys(: thanks for reading! and i hope your week was as good as mine (: kay, have a good 7th week of school ! talk to you guys next friday or saturday ! bai ;3
Saturday, September 1, 2012
this weeek of skoool. LOL jk (school)
heeeyyyy bloggerrs ;3 how was your week? mines was 70 good and 30 bad ._. lol . but like. the weeks are going by fast.... its already september ! like wtf, i feel like its still july ;o ahah. the days are just going by. but whatevers, that just means im a month and 17 days away from turning 13 ;D LOL i cant waaaiitt. PG 13 movies errday ;') LOLOL what am i talking about, my parents dont even let me walk around the neighborhood & im acting like they'll let me go to le movies (x HA. crack maiself up. lolk. well lets get started with this week ;p
some highlights of le' week ~ we had intrumurals, i was on probation, my bubble got popped a kajillion timess, i exploded, people pissed me off, i was happy, i was proud & i think thats all ;p
monday~ so on friday, mr.ing warned us that AR was due today and that if we dont finish it, we shall be on probration. first of all, we all know i hate reading. so do you think i finish 300 pages of the lost boy, by dave pelzer, in 2 days? in my dreaaammss. i was really disapointed in myself doe. i thought i could do it. but i guess not. so like a dummy, i just took the test. omfg, lets not discuss about that test.. but after i didnt get any points that monday morning, i went to the library. i borrowed 2 (1 point) books. we all needed to atleast finish 50% of our goal. for me, that was 5 points total. so thats why i got those 2 books. i finished one, took the test, and got .8 points. i was like, omfg, are you serious?! so i only had like. not even 1/5 of my 50% goal. greeat. luckily, intumurals got canceled that day because of the weather so i didnt recieve an F. then, mr.ing announced after school that progress reports actually dont go out till wednesday, so we still had time to finish 50%. so that night, i read the other 1 point book.
tuesday~ i took the test in the morning and i got this point i think? oh no wait. i dont think i did. omfg, i dont remember. but whatevers, it doesnt matter. lol. so i went to the library after i took that test, and i got a 5 point book. it was sort of big, but did i really have a choice at this point? so then i started. it was actually so good so far.. i wrote notes on what happened every chapter. by the time intramurals came, i wasnt finished, but i still got to work . by the time i went home that day, i was already on chapter 5/25 LOL but still, its better than nothing. so i read. and read. and read. and didnt stop. by the time i went sleep, i was on chapter 15/25.
wednesday~ this morning at 5;00 my dad woke me up to finish my book. i really didnt wana get up. but i really also wanted and needed to finish my AR goal. so i got up and started reading. by 6;00 am, i was on chapter 20/25. i was determained and i was also certain i was going to make it. when i got into A-101, I was on chapter 23/25. i read the last 2 chapters, then i was done ;3 i took the test, got 100%, and then i reached 50% of my goal ;') i was so proud of myself. lololol. then progress report came out and addkgfghdsfhlsa. RUINED EVERYTHING. i was getting a D in algebra. like omfg. what a celebration ruiner. so today, i didnt get to work intumurals. so shame. such a good example for my kids -.-
thursday~ so today, i got to work intramurals! because i fixed my D. i wa sso determained thats why ! so when i had algebra, i begge mrs.gouveia to update my CFA results. and then she did, so my grade got upgraded to a C ! I knoe, its not the best grade, but hey, it got me off probation ! ahah, i was so happy. i ran to the field and hugged errlaaaan all proud like. lol. i was also proud of my kids who could work. mackenzie, roxi & trisha &kevin. zhaslyn & sabrina was still on probation... but the kids who wasnt? i was really proud of them . they make meh suh happpyyyy. for the kids who were on probation? i was still proud of them. even though they were on probation, they were trying. they were trying to finish all of it & fix it... so yea. good job to all you guys ;3
friday~ so this was the day my bubble got popped and i exploded. so in this situation, the bubble is like a good bubble. which is like. if my bubble is still around me and surviving, that means im good and that im doing fine. well, yea, i wasnt fine when my bubble popped. and i nearly set myself up for this . so stupid meee.. but whatevers. i have my moments. well this is how my bubble popped. me and zhaslyn were socializing during intrumurals & we went along with megan . how is this wrong? you arnt supposed to socialize during work. were supposed to do stuff independently. when megan asked me to go with her, i said sssuurreee. without quite thinking. so air head status .___. and then zhaslyn went to go put her jacket in A101. and when we came back, thats when my "im good" bubble popped. we got introuble from our adivsor, and we had to sit out for the whole 7th grades game. it was so shame. and i felt so stupid. my kids were working and looking at me likeee.... oh dang 0.0 and yea. i felt like such a good example (: NOT. i felt like the worst group leader ever ~ i felt like crappp. and then, while i was sitting with the other probation kids, that when i exploded. i know she's not my kids, but she like. pushed me to the point where someone had to tell her the truth. so i did. i was mad & im just gona stop there. i exploded, thats all. im just gona say that. but yea, thats what happened todaay.
KAY so thas all for this week! hope you guys have a good 3 day weekend ! thanks for reading (: deucessss .
some highlights of le' week ~ we had intrumurals, i was on probation, my bubble got popped a kajillion timess, i exploded, people pissed me off, i was happy, i was proud & i think thats all ;p
monday~ so on friday, mr.ing warned us that AR was due today and that if we dont finish it, we shall be on probration. first of all, we all know i hate reading. so do you think i finish 300 pages of the lost boy, by dave pelzer, in 2 days? in my dreaaammss. i was really disapointed in myself doe. i thought i could do it. but i guess not. so like a dummy, i just took the test. omfg, lets not discuss about that test.. but after i didnt get any points that monday morning, i went to the library. i borrowed 2 (1 point) books. we all needed to atleast finish 50% of our goal. for me, that was 5 points total. so thats why i got those 2 books. i finished one, took the test, and got .8 points. i was like, omfg, are you serious?! so i only had like. not even 1/5 of my 50% goal. greeat. luckily, intumurals got canceled that day because of the weather so i didnt recieve an F. then, mr.ing announced after school that progress reports actually dont go out till wednesday, so we still had time to finish 50%. so that night, i read the other 1 point book.
tuesday~ i took the test in the morning and i got this point i think? oh no wait. i dont think i did. omfg, i dont remember. but whatevers, it doesnt matter. lol. so i went to the library after i took that test, and i got a 5 point book. it was sort of big, but did i really have a choice at this point? so then i started. it was actually so good so far.. i wrote notes on what happened every chapter. by the time intramurals came, i wasnt finished, but i still got to work . by the time i went home that day, i was already on chapter 5/25 LOL but still, its better than nothing. so i read. and read. and read. and didnt stop. by the time i went sleep, i was on chapter 15/25.
wednesday~ this morning at 5;00 my dad woke me up to finish my book. i really didnt wana get up. but i really also wanted and needed to finish my AR goal. so i got up and started reading. by 6;00 am, i was on chapter 20/25. i was determained and i was also certain i was going to make it. when i got into A-101, I was on chapter 23/25. i read the last 2 chapters, then i was done ;3 i took the test, got 100%, and then i reached 50% of my goal ;') i was so proud of myself. lololol. then progress report came out and addkgfghdsfhlsa. RUINED EVERYTHING. i was getting a D in algebra. like omfg. what a celebration ruiner. so today, i didnt get to work intumurals. so shame. such a good example for my kids -.-
thursday~ so today, i got to work intramurals! because i fixed my D. i wa sso determained thats why ! so when i had algebra, i begge mrs.gouveia to update my CFA results. and then she did, so my grade got upgraded to a C ! I knoe, its not the best grade, but hey, it got me off probation ! ahah, i was so happy. i ran to the field and hugged errlaaaan all proud like. lol. i was also proud of my kids who could work. mackenzie, roxi & trisha &kevin. zhaslyn & sabrina was still on probation... but the kids who wasnt? i was really proud of them . they make meh suh happpyyyy. for the kids who were on probation? i was still proud of them. even though they were on probation, they were trying. they were trying to finish all of it & fix it... so yea. good job to all you guys ;3
friday~ so this was the day my bubble got popped and i exploded. so in this situation, the bubble is like a good bubble. which is like. if my bubble is still around me and surviving, that means im good and that im doing fine. well, yea, i wasnt fine when my bubble popped. and i nearly set myself up for this . so stupid meee.. but whatevers. i have my moments. well this is how my bubble popped. me and zhaslyn were socializing during intrumurals & we went along with megan . how is this wrong? you arnt supposed to socialize during work. were supposed to do stuff independently. when megan asked me to go with her, i said sssuurreee. without quite thinking. so air head status .___. and then zhaslyn went to go put her jacket in A101. and when we came back, thats when my "im good" bubble popped. we got introuble from our adivsor, and we had to sit out for the whole 7th grades game. it was so shame. and i felt so stupid. my kids were working and looking at me likeee.... oh dang 0.0 and yea. i felt like such a good example (: NOT. i felt like the worst group leader ever ~ i felt like crappp. and then, while i was sitting with the other probation kids, that when i exploded. i know she's not my kids, but she like. pushed me to the point where someone had to tell her the truth. so i did. i was mad & im just gona stop there. i exploded, thats all. im just gona say that. but yea, thats what happened todaay.
KAY so thas all for this week! hope you guys have a good 3 day weekend ! thanks for reading (: deucessss .
GLO welcome social flyer.
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to view my welcome social flyer, you can click on the link above because it wasnt letting me put it as a picture. anyways, this is how my welcome social flyer meets all 6 GLOs.
GLO #1 ; self directed learner. i was a self directed learner throughout this assignment because i made this flyer all by myself & with my own ideas and creativity.
GLO #2 ; community contributor. i showed that i was a community contributor throughout this assignment because i understand that i could've not have finished this flyer completely if my peers didnt correct me and tell me that i forgot some details on what we will be having.
GLO #3 ; complex thinker. i believe i was a complex thinker throughout this assignment because i had to finish this flyer in a set time because my ride was coming soon and i had to finish it kind of quickly, but i still managed to finish it and make quality work (:
GLO #4 ; quality producer. i showed that i was a quality producer in this assignment because i think that this flyer is nice and its quality is at a good standard & i made this quality work all by myself and i found the pictures and thought of the ideas to make it.
GLO #5 ; effective communicator. i communicated throughout this assignment because i had to double check with my peers and talk to them & my advisor to see if i put all the needed info inside of the flyer.
GLO #6 ; effective and ethical user of technology. i met this last GLO because i made my flyer on "pages" and i found the pictures on gooogle.
K, thanks for reading guys (:
GLO #2 ; community contributor. i showed that i was a community contributor throughout this assignment because i understand that i could've not have finished this flyer completely if my peers didnt correct me and tell me that i forgot some details on what we will be having.
GLO #3 ; complex thinker. i believe i was a complex thinker throughout this assignment because i had to finish this flyer in a set time because my ride was coming soon and i had to finish it kind of quickly, but i still managed to finish it and make quality work (:
GLO #4 ; quality producer. i showed that i was a quality producer in this assignment because i think that this flyer is nice and its quality is at a good standard & i made this quality work all by myself and i found the pictures and thought of the ideas to make it.
GLO #5 ; effective communicator. i communicated throughout this assignment because i had to double check with my peers and talk to them & my advisor to see if i put all the needed info inside of the flyer.
GLO #6 ; effective and ethical user of technology. i met this last GLO because i made my flyer on "pages" and i found the pictures on gooogle.
K, thanks for reading guys (:
THE FOLLOWING BLOGS WILL BE LATE~
OMG so like. i went to my aunties last night, and as soon as i came home, i crashed. and yea. so im sorry, but my blogs are going to be late so sad the lifeee.... T-T
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