soo this quarter finally came to an end ! omg, that fleww by so fast ;o like danng.. but end of the quarter, means final grades ! i have to say im not that proud ;/ but its awright i guess. on the last week of school, i had a science final , english paper, social studies group project, and 4 algrebra quizes, and a algebra final. i was struggling with everything too ;d so saddd . but the results actually shocked me. for english, on my paper, i recieved a B, which really shocked me because i was almost positive i was going to get an A .__. and for science, on the final, i got a C and this reeaaallly shocked me because i studied alot for this test and this is what i get -.- ?? and now the good grades , lol, for algebra, for my 4 quizes, i got 2 A's and the rest, she didnt grade yet, lol, and for the final, which the outcome made me literally scream, i got a B. do you know, how happy that makes me ??? like. i cannot even explainn ... i was sooo happy, i screamed and everrything. lol. and lastly, for social studies, on my group project, i was expecting like a C or a B at the most, because one of my partners didnt do the work looking the best, but , she gave us an A ;o like. wow. i couldnt believe my eyes (x ahah. so my grades this quarter, 3 B's and 4 A's (: im not really happy, but im proud of myself . lol. i worked hard this quarter, but i dont think i pushed myself hard enough. next quarter, i NEED straight A's. im not Bsain, im Asian (x lolol, i go on IG to much xD lolol.
busy quarter. just like last year, the first quarter was bussy.. we had many busy days and events. the first week of school , open house, intramurals, welcome social , and i think thats all? well, it was weird because i still remember last year like the back of my hand and its like redoing it. lol. on the first week of school, we were very busy, because all we mostly focused on was, new students, handing out planners and getting everything set. also, we were preparing to start all the jobs and it was so hectic and crazy ! ;p on open house, there was well, many many more parent sthen there was at orientation nights (x lolol. there was actually so much families, they all couldnt fit in the caff. ;o i was suprised . it was so weird though. like alot of parents came at like the middle, and alot of parents got lost, i heard. and then intramurals, it was similiar to last year... and then welcome social turned out really good and i liked how organized and smooth it went (: evne though i wasnt even in the caff. for 3/4 of the event (x the movie was aaight, 3 people camer and stayed. 1 person was acutally paying attention and was into into the movie xD everyone LOVED the photo booth. and at the end, it was just good ;p
did i struggle ?_ i think i struggled alot this quarter. i struggled alot this quarter because i was lazy, i didnt prepare myself and i wasnt organized. first, i was lazy. omg, dont even get me started on my lazy-ness. forgetting to do homework , doing late blogs, forgetting to make playlist, forgetting to make intro. , the list goes on -.- and all of this occurs from what? my lazyness. if i wasnt lazy, as soon as i get home, i would do ALL my chores and then spend the night doing homework, then going to sleep early to get a good start the next morning. but no, i chose to be lazy. so i go home, eat, go on my phone, take a nap, wake up, eat , take a bath, then go on my computer & phone, then go to sleep. look at that schedule. i sound like a fat lazy person ;/ so sad. and you know, i dont even go outside and get some fresh air. just now from typing this, im realizing this is not good ;o i need to stop .___. my god. but moving on, see what i mean when i said i was lazy? and i struggled from my lazy ness because when i get lazy, i dont get work done. and when i dont get work done, the work gets backed up. and once i dont do one thing, it just adds on to the new things i have to do. then thats when i start to struggle. when i have so much things to do, i cant even handle. next, not being prepared. this is mostly why i struggle. i dont prepare myself and then i just get confused when i get something and then i get lost and then by that point, im behind and i have alot of things to catch up on and like. ughh. i dont know how to explain it ;o whatevrr ~ lol. now lastly, not being organized. when im not organized, i dont know what to do, and then everything gets messed up. also, when i get messed up in leadership, and if i forget something or if i forget to do something, most likely, it can effect my group kids. thats also what i forget sometimes. i forget that im responsible for 6 other kids....
how it was being a group leader.._ being a group leader, i know i talk about this in like very weekly blog, but being a group leader, its hard work. you dont just have to just make sure your grades are good, you have to make sure their grades are good too and you have to make sure they do all the assignments and it gets stressful. especially when you cant contact them ! omg i hate when that happens. now i actually know how my group leader felt last year ;o i understand now ;p of course, you can never REALLY understand how someone feels until your in there positition and in their situation. i didnt think it was going to be this hard.... but it is. im not just repsonsible for me , one person, im responsible for me , and 6 other kids. but im not saying that i dont like being a group leader because its hard, i love being a group leader. i may not be the best, but i try to be the best i can and i really try to treat my kids good. i think i kind of failed this quarter though... one of my little ducklings felt like i gave some special treatment, and im sorry i made you feel like that .... i didnt mean to. andyeaa. people think its easy to be in leadership, go on tv, work music, but its not. like when my friends say, how could you have messed up?? you just have to play music. but they dont understand, we have to find apropriate songs with clean lyrics and clean meanings, and we have to play what kind of music people like. and if we dont, people yell at uss for playing "crappy" music. its like, its harder than it looks you know -.- ugh. i just wish they could be in our place for a few days, see wut its like to have to please everyone. im going off topic lol (x as i was saying, i wasnt expecting it to be as hard is it is. all i hope is that im doing my best as a group leader and that im being a good group leader....
fails_ lol, there is only one main fail i wana tell you about.. AR ! omg ! i seriously thought i had it under control this year ! but i didnt ;p when it came to half of the quarter progress report, i was dying! but i made it ;3 still though, FAILL. lol.
goals for next quarter~ oh lard, where do i start? (x well, ill start by saying, i hope to become a good leader and be organized. i hope to be anti-lazy . i hope to do everything and turn everything in on time. i hope to not procrastinate. i hope to not slack & put in 110% effort. and i hope to reach my AR goal early (: lol i hope, i hope, i hope. and i know i can tjust hope for the best. im going to actually turn these "hopes" into reality . watch me ;D
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