woww. this week kind of went by slow .___. lol. how was your guys last week of school? (: mines was pretty bad, but i was still a positive nelly and a happy camper ;3 ahah. this WHOLE week i was just so excited for camp ! lol i couldnt stop thinking bout it ;p and now the time is finally comeing ^____^ one day awaaay. cant wait (: but this week, i was pretty emotional. i was frustrated, mad, stressed, depressed, excited, happy , and just straight up moody . lol well heres the week (:
so i would put these days indivisually, but that'd be a waste because i barely did anything in class, so yea. lol. this week, i really tried. but obviously, i didnt try hard enough. i kind of made it worse.. so i had a conflict with one of my period kids and i thought talking to her would help, but it didnt . honestly, i dont think i talked to her in the nicest way, so she got hurt.. and then something happened... but now, its okay because we was talking on fb, and after talking for about 30 minutes to an hour, we worked it all out, cleared everything and now, we gee' (: just letting you guys know because im pretty sure everyone reading this knows the conflict and i dont want you guys thinking we still have a bad vibe between us (x lol. but yea, we cool now (: cuz voyagers are cool like that (x lol. moving on though, the conflict was one reason why i was stressed this week and also, i had alot of finals in classes and prjects going on ! for science we had a final, for social studies we had a big project, for english, we had a big project, and for algebra 1, we had 4 quizes and a final. is it just me, or is that alot for the last week of school? like ugh. but i can understand.... anyways, this week my groups jobs were music and tv and i think we made mistakes on both... first, the tv. on tv we made a mistake by having our mics on at the WRONG time . next, for music. for music, we played the music too loud and too soft at times & also our speaking wasnt loud enough and clear enough. i wasnt suprised that i was stressed this week. what do i expect, its the last week of school, everyones going to be stressing. gotta fix them grades , make sure you finish everything up... its very stressful ;p lol . i also was feeling... well.. ill just say, very emotional this week. i over thought alllootttt and it just made me depressed as everr. lol. i cried , i screamed in my pillow, i was just a mess ;p one moment i'd be all sad and depressed like, and the next minute i would be smiling and hugging everyone and laughing, lol. my emotions were just all over the place this week. one minute i would be yelling at someone and the next minute i'd tell them sorry and that i love them. im crazy ~ lolol. but aside from all that, i had a good week i guess. its just september.. its suppositly, " the bad month" and i think from what happened to me this month, it is the bad month xD but its just a monthh, the next one is starting on monday anyway ^0^ ahaha. but a note about september... as depressed as i was, and as sad as i was, i really tried to keep my chin up because i didnt want to ruin any one elses day , you know? like, why should other people suffer just because your depressed? one of my friends actually told me a story that, all her friends was all depressed and sad, and she was happy and trying to cheer them up, and then one of them told her, " ____ you look like trash." like. first of all, what kind of friend says that?? sure your having a bad day, but it doesnt mean you have to ruin hers ! meany -.- lol. so yea... that was pretty much all this week...
so i hope you guys all have a good sunday tomorrow . see you all on monday ^____^ byye .
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