quarter 2 ~

wow, the quarter's FINALLY done. nah, that was a long quarter. lol. well this quarter, i guess you can say i accomplished alot and i got no where. 50/50 ;p lol. im not sure how to describe it. so i'll just be explainin some stuff throughout this blog (: lolkk hurr we go.

stress , lazyness , and no effort. 
throughout this quarter, i was very stressed out. so i ate alot. because stressed backwards is desserts ;D ahah. nah, but foreals. i was really stressful this quarter because i had the loads of work on my neck. i had projects, quizs, tests, HSA, finals, it was just so much crap. i think at one point, it became so much, i became too lazy to do any of it. i gave up. i stopped trying.. and thats how my grades became what they are today. later, ill screenshot my grades and post it on here. but more about this, there came a point where i just had so much work to do, i became to lazy to do it, and then i just stopped trying to even do it at all. thats why i would start having missing assignments.. then that led to a bad grade.. then that led to me getting bad grades on my progress report. it's just, one thing led to another, thats all. that's how everything became a big mess. i stop putting effort, i didnt study as much as i could for my tests and quizes. which means, i didnt get the best grades. just dissapointed in me.

specific struggles.
well, some specific struggles i had was AR, grades, and i think thats all. oh yea, also time management. i think the reason i had these struggles was because i was not organized. and i know i could've done better, i just chose not to....

how im going to change.
since the new semester is coming up, i think all the changes are coming back ! i really think this will help alot of us though. it will help us stay on top of our AR, work, and it'll just help us stay organized. im really looking forward to this upcoming quarter because i plan on being more organized and actually put effort into everything i do. i know, i can say im going to do these things, but its one thing to say it, and another to actually do it. so, im going to start planing out my days, use more days for homework, studying, so that i'll get better grades. ill spend more time working on my homework so when my tests come up, i'll already know the topic good and i'll just have to briefly go over my notes. for AR, ill read as much as i  can as soon as the quarter starts, so i can get that out of my way. also,as soon as we go back to school, im going to work on year book to try and get that done.

so its been a long quarter. not my best, but i guess i had worse. with all that bein said, i hope you guys have a good break (: see ya on december 26 ! have a good christmas ;D

winter fair (:

winter fair was really fun actually (: we ran out of pizza real fast though ! already in the first shift we sold alot ! me and bret was like are we even going to have pizza by the last shift? we didnt (x ahah. the drinks were selling at a good pace. except when the performances were done. it was like the loads of people were dehydrated (x like wtf. they just all came at once, and we suddenly ran out of ice tea ;p but of course, people was still thursty, so people bought wanter and passion orange ;3 ahah. i felt like a loner when i wasnt working because i had no idea where to go .lol. so i followed errlyn around to the fob nerds (x besides that, i dont know what else to say about this event. lol.. i enjoyed it (: it was a good way to end the quarter. lol ok ok , thats all ! bye bloggas !

12.10.12 - 12.14.12 last week of quarter 2.

so this week. it was busier, annoyinger , and just worse than every other week. like today. today, 28 people died in newtown connecticut . 20 were only children. 7 were teachers. 1 was the shooter. can you believe? every time i even hear a tiny bit more detail about this massacre, i seriously just want to bursted out crying. imagine. being one of the kids in that school, at that moment. that panicking feeling.you think their parents dropped them off at school, knowing that'd be the last hug and kiss they got to give them? you think their parents knew that was the last time they'd see their child smiling, saying bye? it's just so sickening. how do you look an innocent kid in the eye, and shoot them? take a tiny innocent life away. a life that has barely begun. i dont know how anyone could do that. especially 20 times. make that 27 because of the teachers. you know, i wonder what that gunman was thinking. what made him shoot these innocent kids? did he realize how much lives he was going to affect? i feel so bad. for everyone involved in that shooting spree. it should've never happened. no one deserved to die.. not the kids, not the teachers... i just wish this never happened. i feel just really bad for the parents who got a call. being notified that their child has passed away. well moving on.. my classes were so STRESSFUL. i was just sick of everything already. sick with this whole quarter. i wanted it to end. to make situations worse, i had 2 finals on the same day ! 50 questions on 1, 60 on the other. i was like ugh, i hate all of this. i needed a fresh start because i just couldnt handle already ! also, irritating people. idk where to start on this one. omg. the most irritating people. foreals. we got the fake people, the wannabes, and the most one that annoys me the most.. THE GIRL WHO THINKS SHE KNOWS EVERYTHING. she pittys herself, fishes for compliments, pretends like she's the fricken queen, think she knows it all. NO GURL. you irritating AF. ugh. just shutup. i seriously want to move schools, just so i dont have to see her. that's how much i hate her. you dont understand. i hate people so much, i have to stop blogging about it because imma just get pissed and hate um even more -.- plus, my list is so long, it would take me days to explain.. on to the positive stuff noww, well. we had secret sana (: that was fun. i had a band concert , we did good. andyea, thats all i had fun with (: im such a positive nelly ahh ;3 ? mhm. lol ok. well im guna go now. sleep time. goodnight bloggers (: sleep tight.

secret santa blog!

hay bloggers ! so the secret santa outcome was perfect and funny, lol. i found out that my secret santa was errlyn ! my best friend ;p lol.i was like tearing cuz i was so suprised. well we were all really anxious because of course, we were all (well most of us) the metting style table and we couldnt wait to see who people had ! so i wana show you guys what she got me.... k so it shuld be... over therre 
<<< as you can see, errlyn got me beanies ^o^ and no, im not guna be one of those people whpo wear there beanies to school, ITS HAWAII PEOPLE ! ;P  lol but foreals, why do we need beanies in hawaii? well i mean, at school? our school is hot AF ! but this whole "activity" was a good learning experience and oh yea, before i go , i had KOREY ! (: lol she was so suprised (x her face doe' i wonder how suprised she was... from her face, it looks like she was going to have a heart attack xD lol okok well thats all for today bloggers ! byee 

late *** talent presentation

hay bloggers (: remember the activity we're doing about a power point on the talent on our strip we picked? well this blog is going to be about the power point , in specific detail. so here it goes !

slide one - for slide one, i have a picture of me and my talent strip, my talent, and my name. this is sort of like an introduction to my powerpoint because of course, you need to ease your way into talking about your talent, right?

slide two - for slide two, i start with the history of my talent. my talent was singing, so i talked about about how i started singing. on this slide, i mainly said "i learned to sing from american idol when i used to look up to that show an always used to be inspired by miley cyrus.i also include 2 pictures on this slide, one of miley cyrus, and one of the original american idol judges.

slide three - for slide three, i talk about the usefulness of my talent. i said that the usefulness of my talent is that you need to have patience when singing because you need to keep practicing to get it right and learn how to do the job right. this is useful to me and leadership because in leadership, we work for the students. and what does that have to do with patience? i dont know if you noticed, but not all parents and kids will agree with us on everything. and sometimes, parents are going to complain. actually, over the summer, some parents argued with US 12 year olds, about prices, us doing it wrong, it was kind of weird. but you know, you have to be expecting these kind of things from people. we arent all the same.

slide 4- on this slide, is my video essay. i talk about everything in this enitire powerpoint and i also give an example of my talent.

slide 5 - on slide 5, i put all the GLO's and how i met them. below is exactly what i put. (copy and paste, lol)
GLO #1 ; self directed learner – I was a self directed learner throughout this activity because I did this whole power point completely by myself.

GLO #2 ; community contributor – I was a community contributor because I reminded others, helped others with what to put and what we need.

GLO #3 ; complex thinker – throughout this activity, I was a complex thinker because, I thought outside the box and thought what kind of effects I can do to make my power point look ‘wow’ and attractive.

GLO #4 ; quality producer – I was a quality producer because my power point is well I think, is really nice looking and attractive to the eye (x I also, worked really hard on it ;p

GLO #5 ; effective communicator – I was a effective communicator throughout this activity because I talked to the watchers in my video and explained my power point.

GLO #6 ; effective and ethical user of technology – I met this last GLO because I used my computer for this whole activity.

well that was all! actually, for the last slide, i put good bye and thanks for watching ;p ahah. just to come to a good ending. also, throughout the video, i used effects, to you know, make my powerpoint more attractive and enetertaining c; ahahkk . well thats for reading ! see ya tomorrw and have a good last week of school! (:

my late weekly blog doe.

hay bloggers and bloggets ;D well yea, as you can tell from my title, this is a late blog. dont ask why its late, its just late because it is.. no questions please. lolk. so this week was sort of just a big mess for me. my grades aren't looking so great, and just. ugh. so instead of doing a day by day description , im going to just do round up topics.

busy busy bee ~~ so this week, i was really busy. essays , homework, all that lovely crap. not crap but, lol you get the point. also, i had band practice everyday of the week. why? because i had a concert on tuesday and thursday. which, made my week even more cluttered. then, im getting a C in algebra, so i decided to go to tutoring after school on thursday, before my concert. i was so caught up in everything, i forgot about nearly all my science homework. i didnt do my LSA's when i had the chance to, and now , i have 2 finals coming up next week, for science and math. its just everything is so messed up. i didnt even do my science booklet yet which is due on tuesday. i just wish this quarter would end. im sick of it. oh yea, if one of you guys see the positive , energenic , smart , non lazy , non slacking, heighlee, can you guys let me know? shes been gone for quite some time and my life's been pretty crappy without her.

slacking ~~ not finishing work, when i KNOW i can. getting bad grades when i KNOW i can do way better. taking the easy way out when i KNOW its not helping me at all. what happened to the old me? thats all i've been doing lately. nothing. and i say im trying, but i dont think im trying hard enough. i actually am really dissapointed in my life. i try though. i try to stay positive, think of the bright side, but i cant. this break, im really determained to build a "better" me. someone who'll listen to her parents, do her chores, get straight A's , not slack at all. i just wish i could change. i want to. i really do. but everytime i try to, i fail. and the reason i dont tell this to anyone but my best friends, is because i dont wana be another one of "those" girls. who pitty themselves. "i know, im a bad kid, im sorry mom and dad, i know im a dissapointment." ugh, shut the hell up and do something about it instead of sharing to the internet about how bad you feel for yourself. little miss fishing for compliments.

people ~~you know lately, choke people have just been irritating the fricken crap out of me. im not even joking. the point where i just wana shake the fake outa them. i wish she'd catch a clue through these messages. but nah, she's too caught up in herself :) ahah. knowing her, she probably thinks we're the best of friends. ahah. no girl. so erking you already. i am just so happy i have the patience. well, not really patience, but like, im smart enough to think ahead and tell myself " dont do it. do you want to ruin your life? get kicked out of everything you live for? then what? be hated? " ya'll are lucky i have best friends to help me calm myself ;p ahah. idk, there is just too many stupid people in ewa beach.

leader ship work ~~ this week, for leadership we sort of mainly worked on yearbook cover. it was fun ! lol. it came out so nice. speaking of, i need to work on my year book cover...

well that was my week ! see ya in the next blog, which i will be doing next ;p ahah k bye bloggets and bloggers !! (:

11-26 ~ 11-30

hayyy bloggers (: how was your weekend ;3 ? Well i hope you guys did (: ahah, no just kidding, i hate you all. nah ;p nah mayybe i do ;) lol. but foreals, honestly, i've had a short temper lately.. i noticed. but its just, so much damn annoying people. LOL nah nah. its the christmas time, which means, my favorite time of the year ^___^ so i aint gon let any of you stupid people ruin it xD im not guna let any one ruin it. im a christmas person, if yall hadnt noticed. lol. but this week, ehh. one word.... struggling ! i wouldnt call it stress, because honestly, itss my fault i was at this point, but the reason i was struggling thiss week is because i had 2 essays due, alot of math, science, and we all had our AR due. bleh. its good responsibilty training though. i think alot of us leadership kids are forgetting the real reason why we have all these jobs, assignments. its all about teaching us responssibilty ! now ya guys get it ;p lol.

so monday ~~ monday was good, we had our concert for band ^o^ we sucked butt. LOL. idk doe. we tried hard and we killed it ;') we blew them away xD ya, outa the caff (x llolol. but mr.hayashi gave us doughnuts. yummae. my crush talked to me ;'3 omygawww. fangurl scream bruh. lol. he's so daa kine *____* dreamy. clarinets are the best, just saying. imma stop there (x wut else did we do today... Oh yeaa. i think today we decorated A101 al christmasy like ;') ohyess . i love christmaas <3 hot chocolate, bright lights down every street, gahhh ;'3 marry me christmas, please *____* ahah. moving onnn. bret fricken broke the candy cane (x lolol. he so ghetto, fixing it with tape xD GHETTO brret x) this one girl, ohhhh she got on my nerves -.- wanted to choke a girl already, lol. well that was all for today i think.

tuesday-wednesday-thursday~~  the days were flyin hawaiian. like wtf, it was just sunday.  LOL. but these days, i combined them because i didnt really do much. literally, i slacked these two days x) but i walked to starbucks with yazmeen, that was hella fun ;') we did homework, drank coffee, bought coffee everything ! it was a good time. sadly our parents didnt agree to let us go again on thursday ;/ but its alright. thursday night, me and smith was dying ! lol we are slackkers. AR was out ta kill me. but the book was interesting, so idc ;p i enjoyed the book any ways ^o^ see, this is why i combined these days, boring AF and i was struggling. lolk, on to daa last day.

friday ~~ its aloha friday, no school till mondayy <3  ;3 ahah. i love fridays. i get down. wake up before 7. dont eat breakfest . see wut im getting at (x ? lol. but foreals, i really hate some people. off with yo heads pesants. lol. why gota be suhh erks foe? ;d like. i try to like her, but she so daaa erkingg.  like i just wana slap her already. can i slap you please c; ? heree i come ! PAAA. slap yo face bruhhh. slap the asian outaa yo butt. lolk..

so thats all this week bloggers see you next week as we get more into the christmas spirit <3

Personal Display Board Blog 1

hey bloggers (: so we have a new activity going on.. it is a display board, based on ourselves, and we are going to be presenting it during curriculum night, at the end of the school year. the reason we're doing this now, is because on the board, we're going to be showing how we changed. so to start off my poster board project, heres a picture im going to use to start off my board project.

 so i want to put this picture because it shows me in 7th grade, with my cube and this was when i was a nube and didnt know anything, lol. this shows how i changed, which i think i did, alot ;p Lol.

okay so that was the pic im going to start with, to get my board started (:

this weekk ~ three day week :3

first day of the week. 11/19. monday.

today was a good day. i was a good person during my classes. not that i'm not (x but i was better than usual ;p i had a science quiz today ! i was so confident honestly, that i was going to get an A. but what did i get?? i got a B ;( i studied real hard too. like ugh. but its okay. a B is better than a C. i just think i need to cancel some quizes already. honestly, my plan was that i would get an A on this quiz and it might help my grade improve a little. but how can it?? i have a C overall in that class, and out of all the 3 quizes, i had i C, and 2 B's. and the recent one i took today, im counting that as one of the B's up therre ------------^^ . lol. i guess i just need to try harder. one thing that i really thought about today and im still thinking about atm... i need to stop, and restart. starting tomorrow. i wont have any enemies. love them all ^____^ because i notice, i push away the ones that are ALWAYS there for me, and chase after the ones who dont give a crap about me, at all. so yea. everyone is restarted tomorrow. i need to be more nice and be grateful for the people there for me . i need to open up my eyes and realize how blessed i am to have all these people here for me. lately, i've been really greedy... so yea. tomorrow. kk, well that was all today ! talk to you guys tomorrow ! and ill let you know how my plan goes (:

tuesday. 11/20 . 

oh today... lets see. not a good day for ewa beach. after school today, i found out there was an accident with 3 campbell students. i didnt think it was going to be that serious, till i got home and looked it all up and watched the news. a 41 year old lady was in the car with her 14 year old daughter, and their car got banged by this evoy car. inside the car, 3 campbell students. the driver was drunk, while the girl in the passenger seat, and her boyfriend in the back, was sober. at the very end, the results was, the 41 year old lady, was in serious condition. her daughter was okay. the 16 year old campbell student that was driving drunk, was in critical condition, while the 14 year old girl in the passengers seat, was pronounced dead. her boyfriend, in the back, remained okay. it was so sad, finding out about all this. imagine how her family must feel. leaving for school and work, thinking she'll probably come home tonight, just leaving like a casual day. then later finding out, their daughter passed away, in a car accident. even though i didnt know the girl, i still want to show respect. and i didnt wear red, but i didnt want to, because of dress code. i feel really bad for everyone involved in that incident. i know, they all made a mistake, ditching class, getting in the car, but tell me, who has never made a mistake before?? im pretty sure this girl wasnt expecting for it to go this far when she went into that car.. i feel bad because out of all the people that do bad things like this daily, why did she have to go?? her birthday was coming up, december 8th ... she was going to be 15 . imagine, loosing your daughter, cousin, girlfriend. right before thanksgiving, and her birthday. sure, i didnt know her at all, or her family or boyfriend, but i wish the best, for all of them. besides all of that though, my day was okay, i guess. i nearly blocked everything out though, because of this accident.

wednesday. 11/21 . 

well, today went okay. of course, today was just as sad as yesturday. you could feel the intensity in ewa beach today. the sorrow. i wasnt in the best mood, i was still thinking about everything that had to happen to this innocent girl. ugh. it is just so sad. her boyfriend was on the news, and i just have to say, i honestly, felt like crying. he was so down. of course, who wouldnt be, but the way he was reacting, his emotions showing, you could tell how much he cared for her and loved her. i know, people say they're to young for love, but i dont think they are. who knows, they couldve been in love, for all we know. they could've actually gotten married in the later years. he just had that look, as if he wished he had gone instead of her. i feel so bad, that it just happened to be her. not that it would've been better to happen to someone else, just saying, why did she have to go? such a good person, from what i hear. i really just hope the best for her boyfriend and her family. besides that, today i worked book fair .. i owe 40 minutes because i only worked 3 shifts... bleh. but its okay.

so thats all for this week guys ;/ not the best one. but its okay. everyone have a good weekend and a good thanks giving ! (: thanks for reading.

Hey Bennett

 Ummmmmmmmmmmmmm Akward,
Well hey bennett if youre reading this youre probably about to write your blog
Ha got ya,you didnt log out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I wonder if I should post anything on your blog,you know since i ALSO have the password to you blog now.LOL jk well dont forget this week bennett SAFEWAY
Well i guess thats all i have to say
love,
Smithsonian :)


LOL i just read this now. im so posting this ;D lolk . here bloggers.

11-12 ~ 11-16 weekly blog (:

heres my week peopall :3 read read read.

monday ~ so today was a holiday, veterans day. me and my family did nothing special, we just did house chores. i honestly dont know why, i wana talk about today, lol, i have school tomorrow, i should be sleeping. its 12 am , but im not tired, so i decided to type about today.so yea, here i am, writing this blog ;p so today, i woke up, and then ate . what did i eat. lol. i ate... oh yea, i ate my apple muffin from costco :3 lol it was delicious. then i stayed on my phone, even when my mom continued to remind me to clean toilets, and finally after me not listening and staying on my phone, my dad yelled at me and i had to do the toilets .--. then i went to target. i love target. lol. if i could, i'd buy everything in there :3 naah. some things are ugly. like their little boy clothes. eww. my mom almost bought my brother this stupid beanie, it looks so ghetto. ugh. lol. the moment we found out my brother was a boy, i promised myself i was going to make my brother my ideal boy. LOL that sounds weird. what i mean is, i wont let my mother dress him ... looking stupid. lol. idk how else to explain it. so yea, my mom was going to buy my brother this ghetto beanie and i was like, uhm, no. lady, put the beanie down and walk away. lol. i want him to look nice and cute you know? not stupid and bleh. but moving on, i didnt buy anything this weekend. like, with my own money. i slept over errlyns, that was fun (: i planned on going to sleep at 10 today.. then my mom made me go watch my brother, and then by the time i was done, it was 11. and then i decided to paint my nails. lol. im sleeping without my AC tonight. thats a change. tomorrw i have wrestling. yaaay. ok ok . im debating if i should do an all nighter.. if i do, i'll be extremely tired tomorrow and wont be looking the prettiest. but then again, if i do, i can get a good start because ill be up at 5 am ;3 decisions , decisions...mmk, well i decided. im going to try and pull this all nighter ;D but idk if i can.... its such soothing weather right now. its raining and its so comfortable i might fall asleep. well idk why im sharing these random things to you guys lol. well goodnight bloggers, imma go now ! :3 see ya tomorrw.

tuesday ~ so today i had odd periods. during social studies, all we did was talk about our field trip on thursday, which im not going to. but its ok. it looks really interesting though, too bad. it would've been a good experience, but its okay because we learned all about the capitol during that class period. we learned about our governors, some interesting facts about them, it was actually quite fun. we also got to play roles in a "make believe" jury. i was happy because my teacher let me talk as one of the people, even though i wasnt going. after reading the script they're going to be acting out, i really wanted to go ;d but its whateverr, i need to get my grades up anyway. next, i had science. for science, we learned about something new. we learned about "waves". no, not the ocean waves, waves as in, how energy transfers and stuff. i kind of suck at it. but its ok. i just have to study i think. during class today, while we were taking notes on it, our teacher tells us " oh yea, make sure to study, your quiz is on this next class (: " and now im really scared. my grade is already a C in her class.... i need to get a A on this one. if i dont, im going to hate myself -.- lastly, i had algebra. well, in algebra we learned about writing equations from patterns. i found this actually quite easy. the class went by pretty fast. overall, today, i know, it sounds like a good day, but it wasnt. i noticed, im not a good student. in algebra, i might not be the best student, and i feel like i suck in that class. i try to be good, but i just end up being the most hated at the end of the class. but its whatevers, tomorrows a new day.

wednesday ~ i can honestly say, i have no comment about today. it wasnt my favorite day. i really hated it actually. i dont know. i need to change i guess. yes, i said i guess. im such a hypocrite (sp?) . i tell people not to do stuff, but then i do it. and thats all im going to say. today started off okay, but ended up as one of the worse days. im so confused. i dont know what im doing. its all a blur and im just straight up confused. tonight, im catching up on everything. homework, AR, try figure out how to fix my grades, and everything like that. i need to get my things together. kay well i think thats all today. imma go read, and all that lovely stuff. byee bloggers, see ya tomorrw.

thursday ~ today was a good chill day, i guess. it was a odd periods day, so i had all my core classes. well most of them. but, today, our team went on a field trip, and only 2 teachers stayed back. i thought we were just going to have study hall all throughout the day, but then we all found out that our teachers planned this all out, and they left us work to do. lucky us (: ahah. i have to say, the worse classes ever! so boring. im not even joking. it even felt so lonely. my friends werent all there and stuff like that. besides school, after school, me & yazmeen rode our ghetto bikes to safeway, and it was so fun ;p everyone was staring at us like, are you old enough to be here? lol. well that was all for today... see you tomoorow guyss (:

friday ~ omg, finally it was friday ! TGIF . today was a good day . we finished up HSA, i passed thank god ^o^ and during period 2, we... talked story lolol. one thing about today. we wrote down everybodies name and stuff that didnt turn in assignments, and most of the time, some of the names was on nearly all of them.. that is low ! we have been here for how long already ! i expect more from everyone. besides the fact, today was good .

well that was my week, hope you guys had a good one too ! (:

Talent presentation theme

 ~ im using this design for 3 slides

~ im using this design for 2 slides

okay, so for the talent presentation that is due on the 6 of december, i picked the blue and gray theme. now, i didnt just randomly select this theme for my powerpoint, lol believe it or not, i spent about 5-10 minutes figuring out which one i wanted ! lol. i took my time picking out a theme for my powerpoint, because i wanted something i liked and looked nice. so, the reason i picked this theme is because blue and gray is two of my favorite colors and i think they look nice and legit together to be honest :3 in the first picture, im using that design for 3 of the middle slides because those are going to be the ones with the most information. they bottom design, i am using it for the beginning and ending slide because i think it looks very nice to start with, and a good way to end it. so if that is all, ill be going to work on that now ;D byye bloggers. p.s i used "angles"

weekly blog ** doing at 11;03 pm NOT LATE HOPEFULLY ;p

haaay bloggers. so how was your guys week  (: ? ehh, mines was alright. i had a reality check though. i came to my senses , and realized i need a reality check. my grades are suffering , my body is suffering , my life is suffering. i've been to lazy this year. sure, i have alot on my plate, but i knoe i can do it all. i knoe i can do it. because sure i have alot to do , homework, projects, leadership, chores, etc. but i knoe i can do it all. im just too lazy, and i've been slacking. so it didnt really bother me, but when my teacher pulled me aside, and confronted me that she had seen a difference in my grade, she asked me why. and when she talked to me, after she did, i realized things need to change, or things are just going to get worse. so from now on, im really trying. so im at errlyns right now, so excuse the lateness of this blog. honestly, i was to lazy to do it today so yea. i was going to, but then we spent the whole day at my gramas, and when we came home, i only had an hour to rest before i had to go to errlyns for her brothers party, and it was just a busy day. i couldve done it last night, but foreals, i was hella lazy, tired, just came home from wrestling, you get the point. so i decided im not going to write about each indivisual day, because i dont have enough things to say about everything. so i'll just make a topic, and explain (:

classes ~ ugh, where do i start with these classes. they're trying to kill us. my algebra teacher is ramming us with homework, my science teacher is packing us in with work for our project, social studies is... well. social studies isnt that hard. its actually pretty easy. all these classes are easy actually ! its just they're giving us so much work, all at once. lol. we have to do research, summary, drawing,explaining, showing work, sloving problems, cant these teachers just slow their roll for once =.= ?

leadership ~ it was another week a tleadership. we've been screwing up lately, together, as a class. ugh. its been really throwing me off. how some of us dislike others. some more than others. and i have to admit, we arnt that much of a family. not at all that close to one. now that i think about it. it's come to the point where its really annoying me and getting on my nerves. the way we all look at each other , its not real. you can tell, behind the eyes of one person , is a secret they're holding from the person they're looking at. lol  did you get that? well you get the point. hopefullae.

some bad things , struggles ~ so like, i really want to change and improve right. the problem is idk where to start. im that screwed up. ahah. i suck. bleh. i hate pittying thy self =.= another thing, i noticed this week, some people,i aint mentioning any names, but, they were very, emotionless. heartless, i mean. they dont care about others. like common now. this world doesnt revolve around you . gawd. i dont live to please you. i just hate when certain people just pitty themselves. for example, when they say, i know, im stupid. i screwed up. and stuff like that. you get the point, lol.

so that was my week. full of joy huh ? (: ahah. another crappy week of my life. oh wells. not one of my favorites. see you next week bloggers. thanks for reading. PS, publishing at 11;23 pm on saturday night ;p

GLO talent strips

throughout the activity "talent strips" i believe i met all 6 GLO's.

GLO #1 self directed learner ~ i believe i was a self directed learner throughout this activity because i thought of my talents by myself and did my work by myself. for example, i would make my strips all by myself and think of my talent, its history , and how it helps leadership, by myself.

GLO #2 community contributor ~ i was a community contributor because when we connected all of our strips, i understood that it took everyone to make a complete chain as one group, together.

GLO #3 complex thinker ~ i think i was a complex thinker because i really tried to think of different talents different from others, so i could have a unique one. for example, i picked building as one of my talents because i dont think anyone would've chose something like it. also, i was a complex thinker because when we ran into problems such as some of us not being prepared, we solved it together as a group and came prepared the next time.

GLO #4 quality producer ~ i think i was a quality producer because i'd say my talent strips came out looking pretty nice, it provides all it needs and its clear and easy to read.

GLO #5 effective communicator ~ i was a effective communicator throughout this activity because when we had to share our talent strips, we went infront of everyone, spoke clear and loud in order for our peers to understand our talent.

GLO #6 effective and ethical user of technology ~ i believe that i met this last GLO because i used technology when we had to make our blog for the activity and also, when we have to make a powerpoint, which isnt due till december 6, but, it is still apart of this activity so yeah.

Talent strips~

     okay so like, when i logged into my blogger, i see people already posted there blogger about the talent strips. oh gawd, i feel so stupid. lol. im too lazy to read what they wrote about, because i dont want to get any ideas of what to put in mine, so yea.. did mr.ing already explain the reason for talent strips?? why is everyone posting it already?? am i the only one that doesnt know ;d ?? im such a lost person. lol. i need to stop talking i think ... but moving on to what this blog is all about, LOL . here we go.

sooo, we've  been doing this activity, for quite some time now. lol. now, we are actually starting ( i think ) to understand and getting more into what its about. when we left homeroom mr.ing explained to us what to write in our blog, we left with 4 questions to answer through our blogs...here is the answers to all the questions. first, what does the talent strips look like (all of it together in a group).. the strips all together look like a chain to me?sort of like a way we all connect i guess. next, what is the strips about? i think the strips is about everyone having there own talent indivisually and everyone having a different one, which makes us one group full of different abilities, which is a good thing ! ;p next question, what does is respresent? well, i sort of answered that in my previous answer, lol. i think the strips represent one big group having different abilities which make us each unique and having indivisual talents. lastly, why i think we did this activity. i think we connected our talents together because i think it is so we can connect and get closer and get to know each other better and use our talents together to help each other out. well, all these answers is just from my opinion, so i might be wrong, lol. but i guess we just have to wait and see!

today was the day ! we finally found out what we are doing with the strips ;p yay. lol. soo, above is the picture of my final talent strip, and we found out that with our talent strip, we're going to be making a powerpoint presentation, which we're going to be sharing with the whole class. below is what my talent strip is, and what we have to do in our powerpoint. oh and also, the 2 paragraphs above this one, was written couple nights ago i think? so yea, just incase your wondering. oh yeaa, one more thing, lol, im writing this at 10;04 pm on friday night, so please dont count as late ! lolk lets start..

first of all, my talent and what my talent strip says. on my talent strip, and for my main one, i chose singing. singing can help leadership because it takes alot of courage to go infront of everyone and sing and leadership consists of courage because we have activities such as orientation, morning broadcast , and mostly almost everything we do. next, i discovered this talent when i was younger. i used to sing along to my favorite songs, and i would always preform them infront of my family.

next, what we have to do the powerpoint. so the power point, idk if we're supposed to exlain it in here, so im just going to anyways, just incase. soo... in the power point, heres what we have...
slide 1~ title , name , talent
slide 2~ history of talent (where you got it from)
slide 3~ usefulness of talent (how it can help leadership, and myself)
slide 4~ video essay ( min; 3 min. max; 30 min.)
slide 5~GLO slide
so yea, that was what is going to be on our powerpoint, which btw, is due on december 6.

mmk, so thats all ! im going to go do my GLO talent strip before its too late! LOL k byee and thanks for reading ! ^___^

**10-29~11-2**

well, this week was so-so... good, bad , inbetween. had our ups and downs. just read the days, you'll understand ;p oh yea, some days was good, some days was terrible ! (x emotions was flyin everywheree. k herre.

monday~ oh gawd. today was a bland day. we have even periods, but that didnt make my day the brightest ;p on the bright side doe, lol, THANK YOU lurlene mcdaniel :D thank you for making me addicted to reading, and thank you for helping me get to half of my AR just in time ^___^ so today i took a test, and now, im 47% ... that means, i need 3 more percent and im okay and ready for the next progress report ^0^ well what happened today. one of my teachers (i wont say who) was being a brat and little kid AGAIN . like gawd, your old enough, you should be responsible and carry on instead of being a pain in the butt -.- and no its not my leadership teacher , lol. its a different class, not leadership. this teacher though, (s)he is so immature and weird ! like ugh ! stop being so immature , and doing things to us that we dont even deserve ! obviously its the same people doing the same mistakes, just make them suffer ! why does the rest of the class have to? nowww, if this was leadership,i'ld understand while we are suffering together, but this wasnt, this is a regular class, with a different variety of people . so erking that class i swear. always holding us back, one way, or another. geez, cut it out already. you dont wana be there? in that elective? leave. we dont have time to be waiting on you. we want to be here, and if you dont, mr.yamaguchis office is right there. besides that class, leadership went well. we resolved in issue.. we practiced thriller ;p we cool we cool. lol . and that was about it i think (:

tuesday~ so today was a cool day actually. did some TOUCH UPS xD lol. decorated and made our costume for tomorrows performance. technically, all we did today was practice for tomorrow... but the days are flying by ! last time i checked the calendar, my brother was just born ! now he's 8 months??! wtf. and last time i checked, we just started school... and all of a sudden its ISA, Talent show, and halloween .__. ? the days be flyin like thee wind. lol. but i cant wait for tomorw ;p excited to the max ! wish us luck, !! oh and thats all for today (x byee see ya tomorrw.

wednesday~ today , lets see.. what was today again? OH YEA, halloween ^o^ how was your halloween ? mines was gee. good day, lol. 1 thing i disliked though... we made a mistake on the envelope ! -.- i explained before. were you guys not listening? on the reals already, its second quarter, take responsibilty for your own actions, and make the good decisions. never mind this "you never told us" action. if you want to know, ask ! better than messing up. but besides that, today was a good day ;p we had.... hmm... lets see... the thriller preformance ! xD idk where to start with this one. lol. we did .. idk, you tell me . lol. you guys was all there, how'd we do ? HA trick question, i dont care how we did cuz all that matters is we had fun and did aight ! (: but foreal, this day, so so. i went trick or treating with macky because non of my bestfriends could come ;/ it was fun though ! mother daughter bonding like that ^___^ all night /^____^/ you know itt.

thursday~ today, idk why, it was just the best day of my life. lolol. even though it was blazin hot, it was okay (: good view, good games, good weather, i loved it :3 ahah. ISA went very smoothed, im suprized and proud that all the leadership students (from what i heard) did very well. even me i hope ;3 ahah. i was getting alittle sick though, with the games straight one after another. i was getting kind of sick, lol, but it was ok, because i was enjoying the games, believe it or not. 2 teams that i think was good, and the ones that i seen, the top two schools that was doing really good , is waipahu and ilima. i was really proud of ilima though ! they played hard, and got the award they deserved ^___^ they only lost 1 game outa 4, and of course, they lost to waipahu. waipahu is good you know ! but, they can be aggressive.. they seem pro though *_____* lol. aside from ISA, this was a really good day (:

friday~  omg, today, i dont even, lol. im actually at a sleepover with serena right now, so we are doing our blogs ATM so we dont forget to do it... well today, it seemed really short and fast. english was gee' , band was gee' and leadership, of course, cherraeee. lol oh nayee. we cleaned A102 FYI, so make sure to stop by and see our master piece :3 we also had a mcdees today, and lemme say, the loads , and i repeat , we had the loads of orders ! they made 14 large fries, infront of us. lolol. good day though, overall. OH yea, someone, made a mistake on the ID which, im only going to say once and only once, FOCUS ON YOUR JOB, AND ONLY YOUR JOB. I DONT WANT TO SEE ANY PHONES OUT WHEN YOU WORK. NO JOKE. k byeee lolol.

so yea, that was my week ^____^ hope yours was wonderful, see ya next week, bye !

**October 22-26**

wassuh bloggers ^___^ wus good in the hood. lol. how was your guys week? i hope it went well (: but, im trying this new thing this week.. everyday, im writing about my day, then im going to save it, and publish it when i finish all the days ;p it was actually easy ;[p HA mustache guy. cool cool. ahah. some things i want to point out about this week doe... i was  really.. how do i say it... annoyed alot . i would type it all out, but ill just get more mad (x ill say some though. some specific people, always pissed me off this week. if its not one, its the other. and there's this one that is just so erking ! like. ugh. and she pittys herself ~ like omg. just get out of my life. but you know, you cant be living a real life if you dont have ups, downs, enemies & best friends. lolk, on with the week ! (p.s im writing this on friday, but the days below was on that day. lolk enjoy!)

monday ~ so im writing this on tuesday ;p lol . i decided to write about my dad everyday so i can just post it on friday or saturday when all the days are done (: well, on this day, just like any other monday... alittle worse though ;d i had a long butt weekend, had a family party last night, had to clean up make-up , crumbs, trash everything, that the kids left upstairs, so can you imagine how my monday was (x ? and i had HSA. what a blessing ;') nah. im just kidding. its a blessing everyday that god woke you up that morning (: ahah. but foreals, i had HSA that day, and i wasnt that prepared .. and as soon as i was done with the test, i took a really good relaxing nap x) it was in the library too, which made me even more comfy :3 as much as i thought that today was going to be a bad day, because i had a late start and all, it wasnt that bad. lol. it was actually pretty good for a monday. OH WAIT. i take that back ;p it was a bad day because wrestling got canceled and i was really looking forward to it :( and it was also a bad day because this girl who i thought was my friend, told me "oh your in wrestling? wow you must get smashed. lol" and then this other girl who i thought was my friend told me " does your body hurt?" like no, shutup -.- so erking when people judge me just by my size. judgemental maddurr truckkers ;/ but yea, thats why my day was bad (x but, it was a good day for coach weida, i heard his wife gave birth ;') lolk ....

tuesday ~ today was pretty good (: i was so positive. lol. good things that happened today was that me and my group is almost ready for halloween morning , the army band came and we had a mini concert listening to them, my group was on time and on it for lunch music and lastly, we had basketball. some bad things that happened today was i got one strike for band practice because i didnt have my trumpet, and i only have one strike left now and period 4 was the boring class EVER . ok so like, my day was good because of all those things and those things really made my day and made me happy ;p i enjoy going to basketball because at first, i thought i would be confused and i wouldnt know what was going on throughout the game, but its actually really easy to understand, you just have to focus and pay attention. what made my day not so good is errlyn couldnt come to basketball, so i was such a loner :( it wasnt the same... im so sad that the games are over ! I wana do it again ;/ that was fun while it last though. i enjoyed blowing that whistle ;p i was kind of mad today though because my life is so puzzled and un organized -.- i need to get myself togethaa. starting tomorrw hopefully ^____^

wednesday ~ hey guys (: well what happened today... we had a small problem with afterschool sales . something about not enough money? im not sure but i think that was it. i complete HSA today... ugh i dont even wana talk about it. science was fun, we studied the rock cycle (x sounds exciting huh? ;p well believe it or not, it actually was ! ;p lol. but , after i finished HSA, i needed to borrow a book from the library already because i need to get started on my AR. so as i was looking for a book, jessica calls me over and tells me, "read this book! its good and sad!" judging the books cover, it looked really weird ;p but i went for it (: and omg, as soon as i started that book, i couldnt stop! i literally kept reading it afterschool non-stop! i was reading it so continuesly, i took a nap, woke up, and started reading AGAIN (x it was THAT interesting. well, i finished the book, and i must say, i rate it a 100 out of 10 ;o im also really shocked from my actions. alot of you know me well enough to know, IM allergic to reading ! ;p but i think if i can find more interesting books like these, i might actually start to like reading .__. i guess we just have to wait and see x) ahah. soo, that was technically all today.. imma post a picture of the book ;p talk to you guys tomorrw, bye (:

thursday ~ omg, the days are flyin hawaiian ! we preform next week wednesday... shoot me now (: lol. i dont care how good or bad we are, i just hope we have fun (: well, today was a really good day. i took my first AR test of quarter 2, made 25% of my goal, and i really enjoyed reading the book. who knows, this author may be the author to change my opinion on reading. ahah. on with the day though, it started off good. then recess came... i was informed secret santa was cancelled... i was confused.. during period 2, mr.ing explained why we cant have secret santa... we was all sad... then, during lunch, we got things sorted. we talked about why we arent going to be having secret santa anymore and yea, it was a good reason why we arent going to have secret santa anymore. but after having things sorted out, and talking about everything , mr.ing told us he's going to let us know if he's going to do a re-draw for secret santa and just exclude the kids that arnt doing well... i really hope we get to... but whatever happens, happens..... just got to hope for the best. oh yea, and when i got home, i did something... no one knows yet, im going to suprise everyone at school (x lol. its going to come as a shocker to anyone. i dyed my hair reddish ;p lol. imma try upload a pic, but im not sure if your going to be able to see it... moving on though, no one knows, not even errlyn ;p i dont want to tell anyone actually. im kinna scared what people are going to think... but its whatevers, im satisfied, and thats all that matters (: kk, well ill get that picture going and thats all for today ! talk to you guys tomorrw, byee :3

friday ~ oh god, where do i start? ahah. two words though. long... and stressful. yea, i guess you can say it wasnt the best day for me. i kind of lost my patience, and i couldnt control myself. but luckily, i stopped myself before i did anything i would regret. so let me just say what i can... we had a meeting today, during 7th grade lunch. the 7th graders all knew we was going to have one, because we told them after our meeting in the morning. there is a total of 8 people in that "group" . some deserved to be there, some didnt. but either way, they were in there. one specifically, i think really deserved to be in that group. and you know what made me pissed off the most?? she didnt show up for the meeting. you know what made it worst?? she seen us all, in the meeting, and she still stayed outside chillin with her friends. then,me and errlyn went to the door, looking for her, and right when we was about to get her, mr.ing told us no... because if she wanted to be here, she would have come to the meeting. so its whatevers, her choice. but i was stilled pisssed. she thinks its all easy and she can just take the easy way out?! ugh, idk, whatevers with her already. im done with her. THEN after 7th grade lunch was back, we put a chair outside the room for her, since she doesnt want to be in A101. when she came, we pointed to the chair. she didnt get it. she asked if she takes the chair in, we tell her no, sit down. she said " can i go in A101?" we say, no, sit down. then, she replys with " can i go to A102?" and i said no sit down. and tthheeeen, she said, what if i have to use the bathroom?? and by this point, i was past pissed. so i yelled. loud. and by the end of my yelling, i had to stop myself. because as alot of you know, i have anger issues... so i stopped what i was doing, looked away, and walked away from her. and from now on, i dont even think i can even look at her. she makes me so mad. taking advantage, not listening, just ugh. im done with her already. but moving on with my day ;p nothing else really. i forgot to get the ipod from the cafe, which made me so mad ~! how could i be so stupid -.- ughh. but its whatevers. the day is done, and im letting it go.

weell, that was my week ^____^ i think ill do this more often ;o its easier. you know, typing about my day everyday, saving it, and then publishing it when the week is done... okay well thats all ;p bye and thanks for reading :3

Talent show flyer

soo as you can see, i finished my talent show flyer & i should be right there  ---> 

throughout the process of making this flyer, i believe i met all 6 GLO's... heres why (:







GLO #1 ~ self directed learner ~ i believe i was a self directed learner throughout this activity because i was responsible and turned it in before the due date and i was responsible enough to take the time to make it. i also showed this GLO because i worked on the flyer on my own and thought of the design by myself.

GLO #2 ~ community contributor ~ i think that i was a community contributor during the process of this flyer because when my kids and others needed help, i was there to help them and give them my honest opinion. also, i think that i was a community contributor because i understood that you cant always do things by youself, there is times when you need others opinion to help improve your work. i asked for peoples opinions and they gave it to me, which helped me make my flyer better then how it started off.

GLO #3 ~ complex thinker ~ i think i met this GLO during this assignment because i thought outside the box for the ideas such as the pink background and where the information is. i had to adjust the pink background to certain places in the flyer so it didnt look weird, and i had to  make sure i put the information where it is easy to see and clear enough to read. i had to compromise with the pictures because the reason i didnt make the whole background pink is  because the guy with the mic had a white background that i couldnt get rid of, so instead i just put the pink background where it looks like i just put it there on purpose.

GLO #4 ~ quality producer ~  i believe i was a quality producer because i took my time into making this flyer and i tried really hard to make it nice. i worked hard on the flyer and i put all the effort i could into this flyer. i hope mines gets chosen because i tried really hard and i took alot of time to make it :3 ahah.

GLO #5 ~ effective communicator ~ i think i was a effective communicator because during the activity i asked for help from sabrina to ask what she thought of my flyer and if she thinks that it could improve.

GLO #6 ~ effective and ethical user of technology ~  lastly, i was a effective and ethical user of technology because i used pages to make my flyer and google to get the pictures. i used the computer the whole time to make my flyer, and i used it responsibly. i wouldnt have been able to complete my flyer without the computer.

**weekly blog** oct. 15-19 **late**

heey bloggers (: omg, this is like. latee. sorry. i had a busy weekend -.- but anyways, this week went well (: it was just like any other week basically. for my classes. but, there was one event.... my birthday :3 lol it was fun (: besides my birthday, i was also happy because my group is really getting the hang of thriller ! as i am learning it at the same pace and im nearly at the same level. lol. kevin bailed on us .--. thats cool too. lol. im going to practice tonight, hopefully. i want to finish and be done and ready by thursday... hopefully ! (: i think we can. moving on though, heres the days ~

monday~ you know how mondays are. lol. your mind is still a blur ;p but i actually enjoyed this monday.. i had band, leadership & english. and i like 2 of those classes (x ahah. i dont like english ;d i mean. its alright, just very boring. i loveee band and leadership because to me, i really enjoy those classes because im doing something i really like doing. for example, i like to play the trumpet, so i enjoy  and dont mind spending 80 minutes practicing te trumpet. and for leadership, i like leadership because leadership is my everything. lol. i dont even like to be outside anymore (x so if you ever need me for anything, find me in A101 ;p overall, this day was chill.

tuesday~ eh. this day was. bleh. i dont really ever care for odd period days ;p i always try to have fun and enjoy these days because i know how much i hate it, but its just so i hard. lol. so eventually, throughout the day, i give up and accept the fact that it is a crappy day (x so yea, overall . one word to describe this day.... alright i guess.

wednesday~  well . today was the day :3 lol can you guess what im talking about?? yup, my birthday ;p it was geee' . alot of people told me happy birthday (: you know what i hate though? when the people that you were once close to, and you guys used to be the closerestest friends, dont tell you happy birthday. like wtf. you knew it was my birthday too. i guess. honestly, if it was their birthday, i'd go up to them and have the respect to say happy birthday. but its okay, no big deal. i guess im not that important to her/him anymore. its not like i care about them anymore (: ahah. its whatevers. moving on with the day though, lol, me and my familia didnt do anythang. i had a cake and my dad asked me what i wanted on my cake, and i said oh just put something funny. then, he actually told the guy to put "something funny" the words xD that made my birthday ;p overalll, i had a ..... pretty good day (:

thursday~ so the reason i put these two days together was nothing happened ;p lol. on thursday, it was
      &           another boring odd period day. hate as usual ;d you know, im actually really mad that our
  friday       old school, "home of the voyagers" LOL, had AC. they got us so used to AC everyday,
               and then BAM ! we come middle school, and it is hot as ldkfjhdlfa; no words. lol. on friday, we had a lockdown drill ;p we were awsome lol. it was during period two, and we had to hide under the tables. lolol. kevin is so lazy, he was laying down xD he recalls that his legs was soar ;p it was funny. we also practiced for talent on halloween. lol no comment. just dont forget to b there on halloween morning, this is guna be good (x

well thats all bloggers ^____^ thanks for taking the time to read (:

Secret Santa :3

 

heyyyy bloggers (: so its almost that time of year again ^____^ Christmas ! (: this year, my family and i planned a trip to Vegas from dec.27- jan.2 and im reallly excited. unfortunately , we live in hawaii so i dont have winter clothes, so thats why the things im asking for is winter clothes ;p sooo getting closer to the main idea, for secret santa, we decided on 20$.  which means we have to spend exactly $20.00 . the things i have above is, 1) a beanie from zumies. i screenshotted this from their online site. im not sure if its the same price in the store, but they have a store in waikele. i think pearl ridge too now? im not sure, but yea. theirs only one size, so yea (: now 2) a brandy melville scarf. omg, doesnt the scarf look so comfy *____* it looks like it can keep me warm, and thats why i want it ;p 3) sunglasses. i want sunglasses because, omg, for a girl who seems to always be in the sun, i dont have shades~! you can get this at pacsun obviously (x lol. there is a pacsun in . ala moana and ..... i think thats all... lol. oh yea, and pearlridge ;p 4) well i want the book "a rose for melinda" because honestly, that is the best book i've ever read and i could read it over and over again. last but not least 5) earing cuffs. i've been wanted these things 5ever ;o and you can get these at brandy melville (oh yea, and also you can get the scarf there) at ala moana. thats the only location they have here , unless you order it online. im really excited to do this activity because it was a really fun activity last year and i enjoyed it. now, the items above is some things i want. your pick (: ahah, k well i cant wait till december 12 when we get to bring all the presents in ^0^ ahhaha, the anxiety, the excitement... let the fun begin ! ;3

i dont have timee **dont read, lol i just need to vent (: **

omg, i don't know what to do anymore -.- my life is just falling apart. i have leadership, band, family stuff, school work, but one thing i don't have is time ! and what i hate is I'm never doing anything right. my mom is just trying to kill me with hatred. i feel like she doesn't even care about me. as long as I'm in trouble, shes happy. she s never satisfied from what i do ! if its not one thing, its another. gawd. like, i wish she could just live in my life for a week. maybe then, she would understand why i am the way i am. its come the point where i don't even argue against what she has to tell me. i just accept it and tell her "fine, yea, I'm lazy, i don't deserve anything" she just tonight, told me I'm lazy, and she doesn't even think i deserve anything for my birthday, honestly. like, who says that?! like, really !?? but you know what, I'm not going to sit there, and argue to her about why i deserve anything for my birthday, I'm tired of doing that already. i always end up loosing the argument anyways. so i just told her " yea, your right, i don't deserve anything." just so that we can be done arguing already. but no, she still argues and yells at me "did i say you don't deserve anything?! NO i said that you are lazy and i don't get and think you deserve to have your friends sleep over and then have them come shopping with you the next day. your so selfish heighlee! what kind of friend takes her friends with her birthday shopping??!" like, women! i get it ! I'm lazy, I'm selfish, what else?! I'm just so sick of it already. she tells me everyday I'm so lazy and i shouldn't be tired because all i did all day was go to school. first of all, she has no idea how hard and exhausting it is to go to 6 hours of school, everyday. then she tells me going to her work all day is way worse . but lady, your sitting down all day, writing. sure, you might be doing other things, but when i think of it, you nearly do the same things as me all day. so shes a receptionist right, she sits down, listens to people , writes, and yea.so if you really think about it, school is wayy  worse. i have to walk around to my classes, some days, i have to play my trumpet, and just, UGHH. she doesn't get it >__> i just don't want a birthday anymore. she makes me feel so useless . why am i even here? like geez, maybe if i was gone, your life would be easier. so i just told her " i don't want to celebrate my birthday anymore." and i walked away. so yup. I'm done already. they always complain i tell them too much and talk too much. then fine, I'm just trying to not loose my good relationship with them. but its whatevers already. I'm not going to keep them updated with my life anymore. they don't care anyways. so from now on, im just gona do what i need to do, on time, and just not have any communication with them, unless they ask me anything. i dont even know if i should joing wrestling any more. do i have time?? at this point, i cant even turn assignments in on time, or practice my instrument when i need to . so i guess ill just see. ahah, k im done ;p hopefully no one reads this, i wouldnt want them to waste their time with my problems.. but yea, k byee (:

"leadership is not about ability its about responsibility"

hi bloggers (: instead of doing a weekly blog, Mr.ing assigned us to do a blog on this quote. so here it is! ~ on Friday, Mr.ing introduced a new quote to us. the quote was, "leadership is not about ability, it's about responsibility." the reason why this quote came up, was because we had a "problem" the day before, that just was like a living nightmare , it kept getting worse and worse. evidently, this "problem" didn't make Mr.ing happy, it pissed him off. lol. allot. like. he was so pissed, he couldn't count to ten because he couldn't even get to 1 .---. in other words, he was "emotional" when he found out about the "problem". so as worse as the problem was on Thursday night, we all seen something Friday morning, that made the "problem" even WORSE! like. omfg, you wouldn't even believe. lol. Mr.ing was really pissed. but, i think during homeroom, they resolved it.

anyways, later that day during 8th grade advisory, Mr.ing introduced us to this quote. when i first seen this quote, i thought Mr.ing came up with it ;p lol but then he told us that he got it from the movie, "the core". and from the way peoples faces looked when he said "the core" I'm pretty sure no one knew that movie. lol. Mr.ing explained to us that the movie was about a captain and a co-captain. the co-captain had the ability to do so many things, but she was too afraid and scared to make decisions. the captain then told her that leadership is not about ability, it is about responsibility. he told her this because her having the ability to do a whole bunch of things didn't make her a leader, having the responsibility to make decisions did. then, when the captain died, she was the new captain. by being the captain, she had to make big decisions. her first big decision was to close the door, and kill one person, or leave the door open, and kill everyone on the boat. and evidently, she closes the door and kills one person (x she'd be pretty stupid if she didn't. LOL. but, this was her first lesson to knowing that to be a leader, you have to have the responsibility to make big decisions.

if you guys don't already get what the quote means, the quote explains that being able to do allot of things doesn't make you a leader, being responsible for making big decisions does. to me, this is a very important quote for all of us leadership kids because it teaches us that being able to do our jobs doesn't make you a leader, making big decisions does. this quote can help us allot because it helps remind us, we need to be responsible instead of just doing the things. we need to be responsible at all times and be responsible for what we do. because if we aren't responsible, many things can go wrong, like our recent problem, and then, we might create another problem . so i think this quote is very important for us to keep in mind and remember.

well thats it ! hope you guys enjoyed it ^____^ my burrffday is on wednesday (: ahah. i aint even excited. k bye bloggers, have a good week ^o^

Halloween dress-out poster (:

      Auu' byy my selfff xD Okay so, i had to make the main poster all by myself if you didn't catch the clue from the first line ahah. i managed to finish it in a day (: I'm so proud of myself (x okay, here we go with the blog...

Self-directed Learner ~ i think i was a self directed learner throughout this activity because i didn't have time to finish this poster in class, so i had to take it home to work on. which, i kind of did all of it (except the letters) at home . i know, we arnt supposed to draw anything, but you see, i didn't draw anything. i painted it . lol. does that count? i hope. i really tried to make it look attractive. i just ran out of ink for my printer at home, so i was unable to print out a ghost or a pumpkin. but i had paint. so i tried my best and that's what i got (:

Community contributor~ i think i was a community contributor because in our classroom, we only have 5 computers that are available for us to use for this project and there is 24 of us. so of course, we had to compromise with each other and talk it out on who goes after who. also, out of all of the 3 main Macs only 1 prints. i think? the middle one. so we also had to compromise with each other and talk out who's printing out what. lastly, when some of us needed some help, others were there to help.

Complex thinker~ i think i met GLO #3 because, well as i said in the first GLO description, i had to compromise with what i had at home because i wasn't able to print anything out , so i had to find another idea to make the poster look attractive. it took some time for me to think of other possibilities to make my poster look attractive.  honestly, when i found out i had no ink at home and i couldn't print any decorations out, i thought i was screwed and i was just going to be stuck with a plain ugly poster, which would most likely lead to an F. so i was really scared. but then i seen my easel, and then thought, i should paint pictures, because technically, its not drawing ;D see what i did there ? lolol. and now, here i am with the poster ^o^

Quality producer~ i think i was a quality producer because i think i did a pretty good job at making a nice looking poster , in such a short time ;p just saying. not to sound coincided .___. but i believe my poster came out good (: i printed out the letters and the categories, and i topped it off with decorating it by paint ^___^

Effective Communicator~ well, im always a effective communicator because i always talk (x but for this activity specifically i was a effective communicator because when i had questions , i asked mr.ing and when i needed help on some things, i asked for help from my leadership classmates.

Effective and ethical user of technology~ last but not least, i think i met this last GLO because i used the cutter to cut out the letters and the computer to print out the categories, and also my phone to take this picture (x lol.

soo, that was how my poster for Halloween dress out met all the 6 GLO's (:

leadership retreat 2012 (:

      hi bloggers (: hows your fall break going ? mines went good and i think its the best one i've had yet. during my fall break, i got to go to the first ever leadership over night staying, and it was a really good experience. we got to plan ahead for the rest of the school year, start ahead on our AR, spend quality time with our leadership peers and at the same time, have fun ;3 i really enjoyed it because we got to spend quality time with our leadership peers & i actually got closer to some. for example, me and sabrina didnt really have to best vibe between us, but at the camp, we got really close and we became closer than expected and now, we're open to each other and we're good friends (: i didnt think that we actually would, but we did ;p ahah. it was a good learning experience at the same time. we got to plan ahead for the rest of the school year, and we got to plan ahead for events such as spring fling, halloween dress-out, door decorating & many more events we are hosting throughout the quarters. it sucks that im 8th grade already and i wont be in this leadership class next year, but please mr.ing, can i come to help ?? LOL i really want to help out thats whyy. like. hlhdfasl. it was so funn. but anyways moving on with the blog, lol.

things that worked out well~  some things that turned out well was the planning for the events, the talent show and swimming. i think the planning ahead for the events turned out well because we managed to get mostly all the events planned out and now, we dont have to worry about planning it late because all we have to do now is do the things we planned on doing for the event, and see if it comes out successfully. next, i think the talent show turned out well because it was a easy and fun way to determain who cleans up what and it was a good experience for group bonding. lastly, i think swimming turned out well because we all had fun throughout this activity and it was fun spending time with everybody.

things that didnt work out well~ some things that didnt work out well is the schedule and timing, the parent lunch and lastly, ghost hunt.  i think the schedule and timing didnt work out well because the things we planned on doing in the schedule and the timing we planned for it, was kind of really off. lol. we didnt wake up the time we planned on waking up and i dont even think we followed the schedule time .____. ? next, the parent lunch kind of didnt turn out well from my point of view because from my perspective, it looked like there wasnt enough space for the parents and it just didnt seem that organized... but the parents seemed like they were enjoying it (: ahah, i just think it could've been a little more planned out and organized. lastly, the ghost hunt didnt turn out well at all because at the end of this failed activity, everybody was just sort of pissed off at everybody because some people really wanted to go , and others were just mad at everyone , and i just think this was a big time fail. lol. i dont even wana talk about it =.=

how the activity can improve~ the activity can improve by having a more organized schedule and kind of following what the schedule says instead of just doing what you decide to do. even though i know its probably really hard to go by the schedule, i think it would help alot to follow by it. i also think that this activity can improve by being more prepared. and obviously, mr.ing cant control if the kids are prepared early or not, but i think it would help if the students prepared themselves earlier because alot of us came unprepared. like for example, i came unprepared. LOL. i didnt bring enough pairs of clothes ;p because i wasnt thinking about after i swim and stuff. i also think next year, the kids should come with more than what they think they need. because the people that did bring more than hat they needed, actually having just enough of what they needed. lolol so yea (x

talent show ~ so my group and i held last place in talent show (x im actually happy we did because our job turned out really easy and i think it really helped that we stayed positive about it and didnt think so negative. even though we lost and stuff, it was a really good experience and it was nice to see every groups talent. honestly, period 6's was the best because of how organized and funny theirs was. lololol. there period sixeness xD and then period 4 did really good, lol. but i dont think they have a group name? then theres my group ;p we dont have a group name.. but its okay (x we just prefer being called period 2 (: ahah.

my overall thoughts~ i really had fun and i think that I should be invited to help next year cuz you kowwwww ;3 pleeease . likee. omg. i really wana come back and see how the new class will be like. besides from me wanting to come back next year, i thought that this was a reallly good experience for all the leadership students and i think that mr.ing should schedule it for the exact same time, like, on fall break, because its easier for everyone's schedule and stuff ;p

kay, well thanks for reading guys :) i hope i get invited next year ;3 lolk byyyee.

quarter 1 is dun ;3 see wut i did there ;) lol

          soo this quarter finally came to an end ! omg, that fleww by so fast ;o like danng.. but end of the quarter, means final grades ! i have to say im not that proud ;/ but its awright i guess. on the last week of school, i had a science final , english paper, social studies group project, and 4 algrebra quizes, and a algebra final. i was struggling with everything too ;d so saddd . but the results actually shocked me. for english, on my paper, i recieved a B, which really shocked me because i was almost positive i was going to get an A .__. and for science, on the final, i got a C and this reeaaallly shocked me because i studied alot for this test and this is what i get -.- ?? and now the good grades , lol, for algebra, for my 4 quizes, i got 2 A's and the rest, she didnt grade yet, lol, and for the final, which the outcome made me literally scream, i got a B. do you know, how happy that makes me ??? like. i cannot even explainn ... i was sooo happy, i screamed and everrything. lol. and lastly, for social studies, on my group project, i was expecting like a C or a B at the most, because one of my partners didnt do the work looking the best, but , she gave us an A ;o like. wow. i couldnt believe my eyes (x ahah. so my grades this quarter, 3 B's and 4 A's (: im not really happy, but im proud of myself . lol. i worked hard this quarter, but i dont think i pushed myself hard enough. next quarter, i NEED straight A's. im not Bsain, im Asian (x lolol, i go on IG to much xD lolol.

busy quarter. just like last year, the first quarter was bussy.. we had many busy days and events. the first week of school , open house, intramurals, welcome social , and i think thats all? well, it was weird because i still remember last year like the back of my hand and its like redoing it. lol. on the first week of school, we were very busy, because all we mostly focused on was, new students, handing out planners and getting everything set. also, we were preparing to start all the jobs and it was so hectic and crazy ! ;p on open house, there was well, many many more parent sthen there was at orientation nights (x lolol. there was actually so much families, they all couldnt fit in the caff. ;o i was suprised . it was so weird though. like alot of parents came at like the middle, and alot of parents got lost, i heard. and then intramurals, it was similiar to last year... and then welcome social turned out really good and i liked how organized and smooth it went (: evne though i wasnt even in the caff. for 3/4 of the event (x the movie was aaight, 3 people camer and stayed. 1 person was acutally paying attention  and was into into the movie xD everyone LOVED the photo booth. and at the end, it was just good ;p


did i struggle ?_  i think i struggled alot this quarter. i struggled alot this quarter because i was lazy, i didnt prepare myself and i wasnt organized. first, i was lazy. omg, dont even get me started on my lazy-ness. forgetting to do homework , doing late blogs, forgetting to make playlist, forgetting to make intro. , the list goes on -.- and all of this occurs from what? my lazyness. if i wasnt lazy, as soon as i get home, i would do ALL my chores and then spend the night doing homework, then going to sleep early to get a good start the next morning. but no, i chose to be lazy. so i go home, eat, go on my phone, take a nap, wake up, eat , take a bath, then go on my computer & phone, then go to sleep. look at that schedule. i sound like a fat lazy person ;/ so sad. and you know, i dont even go outside and get some fresh air. just now from typing this, im realizing this is not good ;o i need to stop .___. my god. but moving on, see what i mean when i said i was lazy? and i struggled from my lazy ness because when i get lazy, i dont get work done. and when i dont get work done, the work gets backed up. and once i dont do one thing, it just adds on to the new things i have to do. then thats when i start to struggle. when i have so much things to do, i cant even handle. next, not being prepared. this is mostly why i struggle. i dont prepare myself and then i just get confused when i get something and then i get lost and then by that point, im behind and i have alot of things to catch up on and like. ughh. i dont know how to explain it ;o whatevrr ~ lol. now lastly, not being organized. when im not organized, i dont know what to do, and then everything gets messed up. also, when i get messed up in leadership, and if i forget something or if i forget to do something, most likely, it can effect my group kids. thats also what i forget sometimes. i forget that im responsible for 6 other kids....

how it was being a group leader.._ being a group leader, i know i talk about this in like very weekly blog, but being a group leader, its hard work. you dont just have to just make sure your grades are good, you have to make sure their grades are good too and you have to make sure they do all the assignments and it gets stressful. especially when you cant contact them ! omg i hate when that happens. now i actually know how my group leader felt last year ;o i understand now ;p of course, you can never REALLY understand how someone feels until your in there positition and in their situation.  i didnt think it was going to be this hard.... but it is. im not just repsonsible for me , one person, im responsible for me , and 6 other kids. but im not saying that i dont like being a group leader because its hard, i love being a group leader. i may not be the best, but i try to be the best i can and i really try to treat my kids good. i think i kind of failed this quarter though... one of my little ducklings felt like i gave some special treatment, and im sorry i made you feel like that .... i didnt mean to. andyeaa. people think its easy to be in leadership, go on tv, work music, but its not. like when my friends say, how could you have messed up?? you just have to play music. but they dont understand, we have to find apropriate songs with clean lyrics and clean meanings, and we have to play what kind of music people like. and if we dont, people yell at uss for playing "crappy" music. its like, its harder than it looks you know -.- ugh. i just wish they could be in our place for a few days, see wut its like to have to please everyone. im going off topic lol (x as i was saying, i wasnt expecting it to be as hard is it is. all i hope is that im doing my best as a group leader and that im being a good group leader....

fails_  lol, there is only one main fail i wana tell you about.. AR ! omg ! i seriously thought i had it under control this year ! but i didnt ;p when it came to half of the quarter progress report, i was dying! but i made it ;3 still though, FAILL. lol.


goals for next quarter~  oh lard, where do i start? (x well, ill start by saying, i hope to become a good leader and be organized. i hope to be anti-lazy . i hope to do everything and turn everything in on time. i hope to not procrastinate. i hope to not slack & put in 110% effort. and i hope to reach my AR goal early (: lol i hope, i hope, i hope. and i know i can tjust hope for the best. im going to actually turn these "hopes" into reality . watch me ;D

last week of da first quarter ^o^

         woww. this week kind of went by slow .___. lol. how was your guys last week of school? (: mines was pretty bad, but i was still a positive nelly and a happy camper ;3 ahah. this WHOLE week i was just so excited for camp ! lol i couldnt stop thinking bout it ;p and now the time is finally comeing ^____^ one day awaaay. cant wait (: but this week, i was pretty emotional. i was frustrated, mad, stressed, depressed, excited, happy , and just straight up moody . lol well heres the week (:

so i would put these days indivisually, but that'd be a waste because i barely did anything in class, so yea. lol. this week, i really tried. but obviously, i didnt try hard enough. i kind of made it worse.. so i had a conflict with one of my period kids and i thought talking to her would help, but it didnt . honestly, i dont think i talked to her in the nicest way, so she got hurt.. and then something happened... but now, its okay because we was talking on fb, and after talking for about 30 minutes to an hour, we worked it all out, cleared everything and now, we gee' (: just letting you guys know because im pretty sure everyone reading this knows the conflict and i dont want you guys thinking we still have a bad vibe between us (x lol. but yea, we cool now (: cuz voyagers are cool like that (x lol. moving on though, the conflict was one reason why i was stressed this week and also, i had alot of finals in classes and prjects going on ! for science we had a final, for social studies we had a big project, for english, we had a big project, and for algebra 1, we had 4 quizes and a final. is it just me, or is that alot for the last week of school? like ugh. but i can understand.... anyways, this week my groups jobs were music and tv and i think we made mistakes on both... first, the tv. on tv we made a mistake by having our mics on at the WRONG time . next, for music. for music, we played the music too loud and too soft at times & also our speaking wasnt loud enough and clear enough. i wasnt suprised that i was stressed this week. what do i expect, its the last week of school, everyones going to be stressing. gotta fix them grades , make sure you finish everything up... its very stressful ;p lol . i also was feeling... well.. ill just say, very emotional this week. i over thought alllootttt and it just made me depressed as everr. lol. i cried , i screamed in my pillow, i was just a mess ;p one moment i'd be all sad and depressed like, and the next minute i would be smiling and hugging everyone and laughing, lol. my emotions were just all over the place this week. one minute i would be yelling at someone and the next minute i'd tell them sorry and that i love them. im crazy ~ lolol. but aside from  all that, i had a good week i guess. its just september.. its suppositly, " the bad month" and i think from what happened to me this month, it is the bad month xD but its just a monthh, the next one is starting on monday anyway ^0^ ahaha. but a note about september... as depressed as i was, and as sad as i was, i really tried to keep my chin up because i didnt want to ruin any one  elses day , you know? like, why should other people suffer just because your depressed? one of my friends actually told me a story that, all her friends was all depressed and sad, and she was happy and trying to cheer them up, and then one of them told her, " ____ you look like trash." like. first of all, what kind of friend says that?? sure your having a bad day, but it doesnt mean you have to ruin hers ! meany -.- lol. so yea... that was pretty much all this week...

so i hope you guys all have a good sunday tomorrow . see you all on monday ^____^ byye .

camp is almost huur' !

OMG am i the only wun really excited to go to the retreat *______* ? like. omfg, im dying over here, counting down the days. and tomorrows the last day of first quarter?! ;o i cannott even keep up. like geeesh. before i wuld use the weekend to relax, but now, i just use it to pull myself together and get ready for the week. its crazzyy. and i still didnt do my homework.... ugh. wut teacher gives homework on the 2nd to the last day of the quarter?? -.- crazy kine teacherr. lolk. well i guess i gtg take a shower, and do what voyagers do best . homework (: LOL nayye.