Monday ~ well today was regular & everything was peachy :) i was really proud because today was a good & wonderful monday . the periods are so long though . lol. but i have to get used to that ;p its weird. last year, the periods would go by slow in the beginning of the school year & then towards the end of the school year, it would go by fast... i guess i have to go through that again >___> whatever. my teachers are the same, very nice and cool ^o^ mr.mitsuda is my new english teacher doe .. hes.. verry different from my old ELA teacher (x and im gona stop there LOL xD when it comes to how my kids worked today, well. idkkk. they are still neubs at this, so obviously, i still hav to guide them, but i honestly wasnt that proud of how they did today ;/ but its kay because i know things take time to progress. its just. i knew they could do better, and that's what disapointed me the most.
tuesday~ i felt stupid and sad and shame today. LOL. some people might already know why i felt like that, but for the people who dont, i shall say the story (x so monday night, my planner broke... and im gona stop there (x i threw it away after and brang $9 In quarters >;p thas how ghetto i am. LOL. but yea. then, when i showed up this morning, i asked to buy a planner (cuz its manditory for classes) and then mr.ing tells me we dont sell planners this year. my heart dropped ;o i felt so stupid ! and then i felt sad cuz then i not gon have planner & then i felt shame cuz the whole LS and me was cracking up ;p it was funny doe. luckily, mr.ing figured some stuff, and i got to buy one the next day :) i will take very goood care of this wun *______* without a doubt ;) lolk.
wednesday~ so i woke up this morning...i was almost 100% was gon be a good day. i got ready went school. then, i was working music. my kids were really getting the hang of it & i was very proud of them ;D then, i went over to mr.ing to ask them if he could hear my kids on the speaker and he said it was good, but he also told me to go look at my other kids. i turn to find my kids standing by the door socializing, while they shuld be at the ID machine, sitting down! this WHOLE time, i was the problem. why? because i was the stupid one for just telling them but not even taking the time to stay and observe and make sure they actually do it. if theres one thing me and the 2 other group leaders learned this from mr.ing, its def. > its not enough to tell someone something, you have to actually make sure they do it. < and that is why it was my fault they were socializing. sure, they already shoulda knew, but they would've not if i was there watching to make sure they were doing what i said.so thats why i felt embaressed and stupid today..
thursday~ today was casual. had my periods. worked. i was actually very happy and proud. happy becuase everything was going smooth & then proud cuz my kids were working well. THEN period 6 came. mr.hayashi told me something and i couldnt believe. im not gona say what or who, but it was a problem and he/she didnt just do it once, she/he has been doing it the moment she got the chance to. i was VERY disapointed. so of course, i spoke to him/her and i guess i just have to wait until my next class to figure out if she/he fixed that problem. i felt really disapointed today. becuase it wasnt just any kid in LS , it was MY kid. i honestly thought he/she was better than that ... i really hope she/he fixes and stops this problem. . .
friday~ i was so determained, no words could explain. i NEEDED today to be the best day . and im very proud to say, THIS WAS THE BEST DAY EVER ;3 i cant really explain why, but ill try. my kids worked really well and they really improved since monday :) IM PROUD OF MY KIDS :) ahah. and then, i got to spend time with my friend that i rarely get to see. it was nice to talk to her for nearly the first time. we started talking during the summer cuz she was my (fake) daughters friend and then when school started, i always tried to talk to her, but never really had time to. SO talking to her and spending time with her today, really made my week complete :) after the day was done, obviously, the week was done :)
im really satisfied with this week & even though we made mistakes, im glad we did. why? because mistakes lead to success and that means we are a step closer to success :) cant wait! k, thas all. bai guys and thanks for taking your time to read :)
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