change #4-weekly AR

weekly AR was made because some of us (aka me -.-) couldnt finish there AR goal on time and they waited till the last minute to get it done. i dont know why, but no matter how easy a book is, my perspective of books, will just never change. before i was really into books, but then i guess one day i just woke up and completly hated books. it takes alot for a book to get my attention. it needs to be interesting, and it needs to lead me on and leave me wondering. i like books when every page is so interesting it just makes you not want to stop! but idontknow... alot of books ive seen and attempted to read before, just never trapped me in the book.i know that i like a book when i look forward to reading more and more about it. i think this weekly AR goal is good for me, but i honestly dont like it. 1 because im a slow reader, 2 because i dont like reading, and 3 because i always have this person inside of me saying i just wont make it. but maybe it is for the better of me. because i know that if i dont meet my weekly AR goal by its due date, im on probation and thats the last place i wana be! but the suckiest part is that this is my strongest weekness! somehow i just end up giving up and stop trying. even when i still have a few days left, i just down myslef and i tell myself i wont make it and that its all over. but you know what happens everytime after? its not all over. so all i can do right now for myself is just believe that i can achieve my goal if i really put effort into it and try. if i could change this, i think i would want to change it to every 2 weeks ... okay soo i guess thats all for this, kbai (: