new year soon!

im back for my 2nd blog this summer ;p ahah. well i just wana say, the new school year is almost here, and im really excited. i have alot of goals for this school year, and im determained to achieve them. first, i wana be a good leader. being a good leader is a big goal for me because im afraid im gona be a bad one. idk why doe. maybe its the fact i made alot of mistakes the former year,idk. but i just hope i can guide my kids in a good direction and help them succeed in this program. we have already seen our schedules for next year, and we also got to see what period we are going to be leading. im in charge of period 2. when i found this out, my heart nearly dropped. why? i was in that period last year. your prolly thinking why still, but to be honest, its because we were the period who always got in trouble and i dont wana be that period. i had to think hard after i heard im gona be the leader of period 2. it took me a while, but after a hour or so, i realized i shuldnt be scared of having period 2. i shuldnt be scared of having period 2 because it wasnt the period that always got in trouble, it was us. the students of the period. so i had to think, how can i stop the new period 2 kids from being the same as the former ones. i came to the conclusion that i had to be a good leader. so ya. thats why being a good leader is a big goal for me this year. my next goal is to READ. BIG TIME! i am REALLY stressing about this particular goal! only because, i hate reading! NOTHING can make me like reading. im sorry to say. but its the truth >;( ! i hate it! but this year, im gona really try my hardest to just read & get it over with. i dont want to end up like last year! i NEED to improve on this reading crap! so thats why this is one of my main goals im dying to achieve. my next goal is to be a better person. this is a goal of mine because i wasnt really friendly last year. i had arguments with alot of people and i had a short temper. this upcoming year, i wuld like to improve on that. i want to be nicer to people, and be more friendly. i wana get to know people instead of just judging them from the little things i know about them . for a good example, one of my peers from last year. his name was jacob. i was really mean to him because he was lazy, stupid, and alot more things. BUT i have to admitt, he wasnt THAT bad. somedays i look back and think, why was i so mean to him?? he didnt do anything that affected me. kind of. sure he was lazy some days and slacked alot, but thats okay because we are all like that at one point. i also have been in arguments with one of my best friends nao. megan. we used to get in SOOO MANY arguments it wasnt even funny .____. but nao? were really close and i'd do anything for that gurl ;') ahah ya. so thats why this new year, i wana be nicer to my peers no matter how bad they are. i wana try my best to cmpromise with others and correct them instead of yelling at them & stuff. hopefully i can achieve this goal. my last goal is to be organized. this is actually a really big goal because i wasnt organized this year. i wana be organized by doing my assignments on time, getting good grades, trying my hardest to get the best grades and not slacking. i can do this by focusing more on school and putting school before anything. i knoe that sounds really stupid and out of my reach, but im gona try it anyway ;p so wish me good luck bloggers! i hope i can achieve all my goals this upcoming school year, and ill update you guisse later! bai blogger :D !