2nd week ...check !

          hey bloggers! hows it going? my week was awsome. i got closer to alot of the kids, i taught alot and hopefully, the kids learned alot. you know, its funny, i refer to the new people as "kids" when im a kid too .____. just had to point that out (x well, some highlights of the week... i noticed that the kids are inhaling a lot of information this week & they're really good listeners :) ! that makes me have alot of faith in them. also this week, i got to see some of the kid's breakpoints. like for some of them, their breakpoint is when they do something wrong and for others it might be when they get yelled at or get a "sturn" talking to by me megan or errlyn. one thing i like about the new kids is that they pay good attention when they need to. one thing i dislike about the new kids is that sometimes they cant sepparate  play time from work time. that is when me errlyn or megan are forced to raise our voice or do something to get there attention. its really hard for me to raise my voice to some of the kids because there my good friends, but if it comes to the point where i need to, then i do. i have raised my voice with the 2 other groups so far, but my group hasnt done anything that made me have to. which is a good thing ;p but, im sorry to the other group leaders if it sounds like im bragging .__. im not tryna ! D; but ya. i think its because i warned my group that it shouldnt come to the point where i have to yell...idk. but they really listen to me & it makes me so proud ;D to the other groups, there perfectly fine. i think its just hard because in there groups, they have alot of close friends with them, which can cause talking and stuff >___> but my group, none of them are from the same school, so they arnt close ;p yeaaahh. next, me errlyn and megan got to teach the new kids how to do ID's, intros & music. i have a picture of me teaching the kids how to make intros, which should be included in here. when we taught them these jobs, is when i had to yell. i had to yell inside the music room because people were playing around, talking, singing & dancing. and once one person did that, the whole group got distracted & stopped listening. what really made me mad was when i warned them a couple of times & they still didnt listen! thats why i was forced to yell. so they would understand & stop.  hoepfully, they got it through there heads and wont do it again d; i really dont like yelling at people, but if they do something over and over again even after i warn them, then i have to do what i have to do. one thing i have to get used to as a leader is setting a good example & making all the right decisions for my group. like, assigning jobs. i am soooo not used to assigning jobs yet .__. but, im working on it. i have a small problem of giving them CHOICES of who wants to do what job, but im not supposed to do that! thats what im working on. im trying my hardest to just pick certain people to do a job and telling them to do it,even if they dont wana. sometimes i think of me being bossy while doing this, but i have to think that they have to get used to doing a big variety of jobs here in leadership, so ya. and also setting a good example. this is also soemthing i need to work on because im used to looking up to MY group leader. but now, IM THE GROUP LEADER ! LOL. its just scary. im scared to do something wrong and then my kids are going to make the same mistake because they were following me . but, thats a good thing i guess because it motivates me to do good ;3 ! buht, that was all this week.... imma go nao ;3 so yea. bye!