quarter 3 is donee.

as quarter 3 ends, we all prepare for quarter 4, hoping we'll get better grades, hoping we wont screw up, hoping we wont "forget" , hoping we wont mess up like we did in quarter 3. but all we can do is hope. i really hope quarter 4 will be good. all this whole school year, honestly? stressful af'. it'd be nice if quarter 4 went smooth. if we all got along, if i got straight A's on every assignment , if no one in leadership messed up on anything... if quarter 4 could be like that, wow. enough talking now, lets talk about quarter 3.

pro's

now, the reason im starting with pro's? there was more cons then pros. so mine as well just start off with the good stuff, and end with the bad stuff. right? some pros this quarter was, well some pro's was it took a lot to "break" me this quarter. or in other words, get me into a bad mood. aka, piss me off. i had a good temper, i guess you can say. also, track is a big pro for me. i'm actually involved in something i thought i'd never do. like, im proud of myself for trying it, and coming through with it. lol. i actually ran a mile. who would've thought, the girl who said she would never run, would run a mile. more so, race others in a mile. and although i didn't place for the mile, i did try and i didn't get last . which makes me proud of myself ;p another pro about this quarter is that my group was a happy group (: we barely had any tension or hate between each other. throughout the whole quarter actually, my period was doing good. we weren't messing up that much... but towards the end.. i'll talk more about it in the cons section.another pro was that we had spirit week. and although we had some problems, here and there throughout that week, the last day, omg. a day to remember actually. our school was full of spirit left and right. it was just a happy day. and yeah, i think that was all the pros throughout this quarter.

con's

lord, where do i start? especially the last few weeks of this quarter. well, let me start with some con's that was just happening the whole quarter. a broken family. tbh, i think of all the leadership kids as one big family. this quarter, we fell apart. some people, that were the closest before, just broke up. their friendships ended, and everything went downhill after that. and this affected everyone in leadership b/c these people would ignore each other, give attitude to one another, and it didnt help when one wouldnt help another. espically when one needed help ,and the other wouldnt even. it just really sucked. leadership relationships fell apart. another con was me giving up. there was a time when i just broke and gave up on trying .. assignments is one. i started to get lazy, so i gave up. stopped doing worksheets for alg. the worse part was knowing that i could've done it, i just chose not to.. and now look. a D as a final grade. yay. im so dissapointed. i know i could've done way better if i just did my work. another con was not reading. i gave up on reading after a while. i felt like i should just stop because i wasnt going to make it anyway. then my period was a con. my kids mostly. i dont know how to guide them. as hard as i try tell them not to do this, be good, do this, do that, i guess they just dont totally understand. they screwed up, and screwed all of us up. not cool. i guess you can count this whole quarter as a con. it was a big blurry mess. that i could've fixed, but i guess decided not to. sad right?

emotions

there was times in this quarter when i would just want to die to get away from all this stress. where i just wanted to drop to the ground and not get back up. where i just wanted to hit my head on the wall, punch the wall, there was times when i just wanted to yell in peoples face. tell them the straight up truth, because they were just that irritating. some people really need a reality check. now, the only people who ever made me mad was the people who are rude, ignorant , selfish, or just straight up irritating. some dont know how to be nice, which really got on my nerves. when they would, for example, slap someone, and expect the person not to care. but when they slap um back, they go all "wtf was that for?!" mode. like pfft. you know what, you need a taste of your own medicine, so good for you you get slapped. good. so as you can tell, this quarter i've been irritated to da max.

4th quarter goals

i hope for fourth quarter to be smooth. i hope i finish my AR early. i hope no one screws up. i hope we can actually work together.. i just hope everything goes well in quarter 4. everyone should know how to do everything by now, so we shouldnt have any mess ups anymore. its the last quarter of my last year at ilima. i just hope it turns out well. im really going to give each assignment my all. im going to study hard, im going to turn in every assignment on time, im going to put my 110% effort in school. and thats all i guess. so yeah. overall, i hope this can be a good 4th quarter .---.