if your wondering why the title is "look through all your flaws and get real." its because this week and today (Saturday) i honestly got different point of views from a lot of different friends. also, i put that as a caption because I'm trying to say stop focusing on your flaws, and just live your life how you want to . lately I've noticed ALOT of my acquaintances have been just trying to impress everyone. and its pretty obvious that its because they have a lot of insecurities and they just care what everyone else thinks. and its getting hella irritating. "i dont want to dress like that ! he'll see me ! hell no ! " like are you serious. who cares what he thinks! nd yes, i have to admit , i get like this too sometimes. but at least i eventually come to my senses. but some girls are C-R-A-Z-Y. you are NOT better than every one else. so what they're smart. so what they might act "weird". so what they can be a little whack looking. AT LEAST THEY'RE ALL TRUE FRIENDS TO EACH OTHER. my friends that i usually hang out with during school "in the circle" are all just. idk. NOT ALL but most of them talk behind each others back, call each other names, gossip about each other, and then next thing you know " omg your like one of my good friends ! " ugh. and when they go talk to the " kids by the library" ... "omg it feels so weird hanging by them.." like seriously?! no. your actually on a LOWER class then them. they are all true friends. they dont talk about each other, they talk together about plans to go cruise and have sleepovers. unlike us. pfft. i dont even want to hang in that stupid circle. some girls in there think they're better nd all. no. you look stupid k, stop. K NOW TALKING ABOUT MY SCHOOL WISE WEEK (x
spirit week is next week, and things are getting more stressful each and every day. espcially it doesnt help that my grades are dropping like anchors ;( i need to fix um'. hopefully i can... or i cant go to track. and like, i actually like track. i wouldn't think i'd like it, but i enjoy running everyday, even if i suck. LOL. i try though.. but for leadership, we practiced our dance, nd we planted our seeds this week ! and omg i forgot to water it .--. shucks.. and next week's spirit week already. i need to situate my self TONIGHT because i aint got no time to waste. this week is the 2nd to the last week of quarter 3. and then we have spring break, and bam. its quarter 4, the last quarter of 8th grade. yayers. but tonight, i seriously need to do the loads of assignments.. i need to organize what im going to wear everyday for spirit week, get my pennies and silvers ready for penny wars. i need to do some science LSA's, math worksheets, and i think thats all. oh wait, and my social studies paragraph. and on the side of that, i think im going to organize my btq.. the btq. lord. i think thats the reason im so dang stressed ! like gawd. if i cannot keep it together, i might just have to... Nah i love it too much . LOL. i just need to organize myself, or it needs to go. out the windoe. because its a foe. taking me down loe. (x lol. but yeah. that was all for this week i guess.. see ya guys next week, have a happy sunday guise.
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