this weeeek.

im so irritated. with everyone. i have been irritated for the longest time already, im getting used to it. 7th graders and fricken irritating. MOST OF THEM ALL ARE WANNABE'S. FAKE. it irritates the crap out of me. and lately, i've lost a lot of my close friends. i guess you can say they stopped being my friend. most of them. some of them i pushed away myself. but the main point of this is that although i lost a lot of friends this week, it was for the best  i guess. this whole year, it's just not that good. and its only march. haha. im just telling them the truth. if the truth hurts and if it costs a friendship for you to hear the truth, then fine. at least i told you the straight up truth. i mean honestly, i didnt tell all of them the truth. but majority, i did. bretman for example. i hit him and that's why we aren't friends anymore. and yeah he was a close friend. but atleast i gave him the truth. in a physical way. he hits the loads of people, they forgive him. he slapped so many of us, we forgave him. i hit him a few times, omg, end of the world. sorry bout it. at least now he knows how we felt. so i have no reason to apologize to him or even try and be his friend. who wants to be friends with someone who is mean AF to people he doesnt like?? i wouldnt want to be his friend again. he's too mean to be honest. the way he treats megan literally makes me want to slap him everytime he insults her. and then he tells trixie i thought her btq had ugly stuff and the price was expensive. STOP EASE DROPPING STUPID -ITCH . WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE SPREADING RUMORS? and then i hear that trixie told yazmeen, " i dont get why people dont like her because she talks about everyone." like, ok. speechless to be honest. if people want to hate me for telling them the truth, fine. but today at the car show when me and bret were "talking" i felt so dumb. arguing with someone who is just a waste of my time. i felt dumb wasting my breath arguing with him ! like are you serious?! k sorry for ranting. moving on, SPIRIT WEEK. this week was too stressful. maybe if i had good grades since monday, i wouldnt have been so stressed. the problems about spirit week? people coming in late, people not doing anything, people missing jobs, people not focusing, just people not doing the obvious. IRRITATING. thats literally all i have to say. dress out wasnt that bad the last couple of days. cheeroff was good. me and megan got in a huge argument on monday, and well our "friendship" improved. which is good. we have our moments. i was just mad. she left me there, clueless. wtf. but its over now. its just been a long stressful week. today, saturday at the car show, it went well. i just want to fly away to a different state. i suck at everything. ugh. i cant do anything without getting judged. i have so much regrets there literally isnt enough paper for me to write them all. k. thats all for this week. i hope this blog doesnt come out short. but i hope you guys all have a good week. OH YEAH. what i wanted to talk about . lastly, 7th graders. some seventh graders need to open there eyes. all they are seeing right now? boys her, boys there, all they do is revolve around boys ! i honestly have never seen so much girls thirsty for attention. seriously. who puts " ___ is the reason i cry.." attention whore. k bye have a good week see you guys all next week.